I was sitting on my yoga mat allowing my nervous system to adjust to the constant new-ness (dynamic permanence) going on in my body of consciousness, and I was also tapping into this month's new moon (traditionally our gathering time at the Banyan Tree) and what it had to share.
As I was doing so, the word resilience came up.
I started to feel into the word and what it means for me in this dynamic, never-static state of being. The subsequent words that appeared were flexibility and then plasticity.
Plasticity is a great word for our latest video release, which is all about the biological brain and non-biological mind (brain-mind mechanism) to adapt as energy responding to our inimitable consciousness.
The brain-mind wants to come along in this experience - the identity of the last lifetime simply needs to get out of its own way.
To allow life to breath itself through you as an empty and malleable vessel for the will of the divine. The chalice, the holy grail!
You can find Kuthumi and my presentation related to the Sovereign Mind by clicking the link below.
I also record a farewell message to you all and lay out how we will release a steady stream of information over the next six months that will be available for years to come.
Part of my "retirement" is no longer having the capacity to read long story lines, answer questions, or give advice.
I love you all but I am exhausted by answering emails, and my job now is to only BE the JOY, which is a sense of the I Am Consciousness and has nothing to do with human happiness (but you get that too).
With love and gratitude,
Sarah (and Kuthumi)
Remember in the May Satsang I shared -- between the May Full Lunar Eclipse and the November Full Lunar Eclipse -- there would a great supportive potential energy to lean into the shadow selves and perceived wounds on our Earthly incarnations.
Well, I am feeling many of you did that over the last six months.
And, I am simply reminding you because as of a few hours ago, you made it when the eclipse occurred and illuminated the shadow through the light.
A shadow that is only cast through the light of awareness.
Hopefully, some peace and lightness will present themselves to your remaining humanity - if you were swimming in the soup.
I wanted to share a few notes about what I am currently experiencing.
Speaking of a total eclipse (out there), let's talk about the one in here (points to chest) !!!!
There is a part of you that is un-manifested, unphysical and without personality or storyline.
It is You in Pure Awareness.
It is not wrapped up in the story of this last lifetime or even having your human needs met in linear year 2022. It has no likes or dislikes or preferences even.
It’s the part of you that is birthless and deathless and even storiless in some ways.
When you manifest this pure awareness on Earth via way of your light vehicle, the unmanifest still exists.
Hang with me here...
Just like Adamus St. G once held up a coffee cup said, “See this physical coffee cup. There is also an un-coffee cup. A nonphysical coffee cup.”
Well, there is also a pure un-manifested version of Self, on the other side (of the veil) of Self here in the physical – but without separation.
I experience this as Un-Sarah and Sarah.
These two non-separate beings – well, it’s the New Energy physics – of embodied beingness – of divinity manifest on Earth.
Having your human needs met enough to feel comfortable to let go and going beyond the fragments of perspectives and fractured story lines go
- The Tales of An Aspect Videos released for free this month-
is how we, as embodied 'masters' - create a way for the molecular structure of the manifested you to SOFTEN up enough to allow your full luminosity shine through – ALL OF CREATION.
Wounds and falsely perceived shadow selves create a calcified, hardened molecular structure, which for lack of a better description, create holes in the light.
Like a light glowing from behind a piece of Swiss cheese.
When we lean into our wounds, and really allow them, the molecular structure in the biology manifest - and we find God there - the molecules loosen and soften, and the black holes of despair and un-worth become joy and worthiness.
Transmutation through transmigration of awareness.
That is what the summer of softness series was about (also free on website).
It’s can be quite tough for this human personality creation to understand that it never came to Earth to live a storyline, to fix karmic relationships, to write books, work with people, or even to create a happy life.
Nothing in my human life has changed or improved from the realization experience. The human only gained the dignity of awareness - prior to death!
In other words, I am not going to leave physical form and be surprised at what's on the other side of the veil.
I am going to have full awareness 'before' that occurs. True embodiment defined in sum.
The happiness, that was sought in duality, now simply comes from the light of awareness – in knowing WHO you are and BEING who you are in every breath of stillness.
Without holes in the cheese.
To understand JOY is not derived from Earth or from human life, but JOY is your true nature – a gift that you bring to Earth and to Life, and not the other way around.
It’s not about what consciousness can do for you – in your human life.
But moving beyond the idea of improvement to the idea that the human aspect as separate was the black spot in the light of who you truly are, yet it served an honorable role – with dignity – in helping you come to completion.
The Un-Manifest version of you is not owed anything. It is not a receiver, and it owes nothing to anyone.
It shines for the sake of shine only.
"The relationship between the absolute and the so-called world, the relationship between the unmanifest and the manifest is a state of incomprehensible oneness.
It's in a state of incomprehensible dynamism. It is always two and it's always one. It's one in two and two in one. One flows into the other and reflects back its own light, only to bathe back into its own self, to re-emerge and resubmerge back in again.
This relationship knows no other (person or world really)."
What I'm trying to tell you with some urgency before our time together ends is....
The relationship between the unmanifest You and the manifest you - is a state of Oneness in which you do not need to feed off another or even your own Self because all is here and all is whole.
You understand this dynamic and all will flow.
No holes in your Swiss cheese. Only whole cheese:)
And the world could really use that light without the gaps right now.
And that's why you are here. Remember that.
What comes after this last eclipse is an invitation to lean into the dense parts - calcified by storylines - and allow them to soften in your Body of Consciousness.
Grace is ferocious and weepy, sometimes.
However, this next phase in the cycle of the Central Sun of Your Beingness is all about the human coming into the dignity of awareness.
And really allow the human to understand - it will never be realized. There is no such thing as a human master, never was.
You have heard that a million times, but does your humanity know it as truth yet?
Further, I want to note that you can be in pain and massively uncomfortable – without suffering.
In full allowing and acceptance, of whatever is and whatever arises, you are never suffering.
You are worthy of allowing the full experience here.
You do that for yourself – and the doors to ALL of Creation open up for you, within you, and the totality of creation is changed – without agenda, which is the only place quantum change can occur.
Finishing the job. Showing up over and over again. Allowing without suffering.
Life after realization and staying the fuck on Earth. We got that covered here.
This will only make sense to those who can hear it. Your wounds and stories will make you deaf if you allow them to.
Sarah (embodied) and Un-Sarah (ascended) - in co-existence and dynamic permanence
"In reality, there is no Buddha or Jesus, but only the consciousness that shines through some people and sometimes takes the form of words. Nothing more. In reality, it is an illusion to believe there is a person who has reached a certain level. The truth is that there is a person who is translucent enough, who has become so insignificant as a person that Consciousness can shine through him or her and then express itself as radiance through words. But you can't equate it with a person." ~ Eckhart Tolle
In the next few months, this will be my topic of further. Where we are going alone together.
Lauren Hutton (Sarah) writes adventure novels and short stories about the self-realization experience and beyond. She fancies herself a humanizing divinity journalist and shares her work here with the Magus Kuthumi.