Part of my day to day reality over the last several years has included an inordinate amount of criticism and praise.
Those hold the same energy. The reinforced ego identity: Praise. The identity ego not reinforced: criticism.
Simply by being on Earth, I have invoked strong feelings within those who cross my path.
Since the playground days of my youth, this has always been the case.
Praise, criticism, and downright hatred have all gone down the same tube.
All of it is true and none of it is true. But what it really is to me is... fascinating.
The Work of Art that is the human condition.
Here's the greatest hits over the years:
Those hold the same energy. The reinforced ego identity: Praise. The identity ego not reinforced: criticism.
Simply by being on Earth, I have invoked strong feelings within those who cross my path.
Since the playground days of my youth, this has always been the case.
Praise, criticism, and downright hatred have all gone down the same tube.
All of it is true and none of it is true. But what it really is to me is... fascinating.
The Work of Art that is the human condition.
Here's the greatest hits over the years:
The enlightened state is not, as is commonly supposed, the special state. The unenlightened state is the magical, mysterious, incomprehensible state. Awake is just awake. It’s not something more, it’s everything less. My state is natural and easy. I carry no baggage. I labor under no delusion. I don’t spend my lifeforce animating a fictional persona. All paradox lies with the unawakened state.” ~ Jed McKenna's Notebook
Lauren Hutton is not the real coke.
What part of you feels inauthentic?
Lauren Hutton can't write.
Ummm. okay, but I am doing so right now. And now.
The correct grammar in your insult is Lauren Hutton cannot write well.
Well goes at the end of your sentence.
If you keep sharing what you are sharing, I will kill you.
I am still waiting for the murderer Shaumbra to show up so I can give her a big hug.
You're not there yet. If you were there yet, you would XYZ.
Gosh, you're the first person to tell me that!
Let's make that former insulting sentence a mantra.
Nope, I am not there yet, dear wego.
There is so much more to explore.
So much more becoming to behold!
---> You are worthy of love and acceptance without having to reach imaginary milestones in your infinitude.
Just like I preferred Norma's breathing to Linda's, I prefer Marisa channeling Kuthumi to you.
What part of you feels like it cannot express itself clearly?
You obviously still have a lot of ego work to do, Lauren.
What do you think ego is or means? Where do you feel shame within your beingness?
Because yelling at someone in an email has nothing to do with ego.
The email was so violent, I could not turn my neck for two days. It was like being in a car wreck.
You have become a friend over the last 5 to 6 years.
I feel this whenever an email comes in,
and so very often they come in when I need them most.
I write for friendships like these,
but if you are using me to reinforce a belief system,
I will eventually disappoint you greatly.
Any time I enter into one of the sovereign collective sessions,
I am always highly annoyed afterwards.
I curse the whole thing. I move so much resistance...
My experience goes from waste of my fucking time to, man,
we just took a few more steps back into consciousness and energy in Absolute reality ...
actor and observer as one all the time.
Thanks for using me as the punching bag to push yourself into an elevated consciousness.
It felt really good for me and sure was worth the $44 you sent my way.
---> If that's what it took, I'm glad I could be there for you.
I met you once in person and you where emanating a sexual energy i could feel 1,2 km away...
then I was not impressed, but I am very impressed now. Can I join your patreon page?
Hmmm. No. But I will tell you that we can all change and be LOVE.
You have no idea what you are talking about.
Where do you feel like you don't know what you are talking about?
And, you just bought three more courses after telling me that.
I can't believe I wasted my time watching your Satsang.
I can't believe it either! And it was even posted for free on my own website. The nerve!
---> I am glad I could help you move some stuck energy within yourself.
We are all laughing at you. ~ Member of the Crimson Circle Staff
You are worthy of being taken seriously within your own community.
You are worthy of focusing on yourself and your own growth --
without drowning in a crowd of unworthiness and its pitchforks.
There are spaces where conscious people do not destroy each other to feel better. I promise.
You can always send me an email at becomingsarh@gmail.com.
Perhaps you can make the greatest HIT LIST too.
What part of you feels inauthentic?
Lauren Hutton can't write.
Ummm. okay, but I am doing so right now. And now.
The correct grammar in your insult is Lauren Hutton cannot write well.
Well goes at the end of your sentence.
If you keep sharing what you are sharing, I will kill you.
I am still waiting for the murderer Shaumbra to show up so I can give her a big hug.
You're not there yet. If you were there yet, you would XYZ.
Gosh, you're the first person to tell me that!
Let's make that former insulting sentence a mantra.
Nope, I am not there yet, dear wego.
There is so much more to explore.
So much more becoming to behold!
---> You are worthy of love and acceptance without having to reach imaginary milestones in your infinitude.
Just like I preferred Norma's breathing to Linda's, I prefer Marisa channeling Kuthumi to you.
What part of you feels like it cannot express itself clearly?
You obviously still have a lot of ego work to do, Lauren.
What do you think ego is or means? Where do you feel shame within your beingness?
Because yelling at someone in an email has nothing to do with ego.
The email was so violent, I could not turn my neck for two days. It was like being in a car wreck.
You have become a friend over the last 5 to 6 years.
I feel this whenever an email comes in,
and so very often they come in when I need them most.
I write for friendships like these,
but if you are using me to reinforce a belief system,
I will eventually disappoint you greatly.
Any time I enter into one of the sovereign collective sessions,
I am always highly annoyed afterwards.
I curse the whole thing. I move so much resistance...
My experience goes from waste of my fucking time to, man,
we just took a few more steps back into consciousness and energy in Absolute reality ...
actor and observer as one all the time.
Thanks for using me as the punching bag to push yourself into an elevated consciousness.
It felt really good for me and sure was worth the $44 you sent my way.
---> If that's what it took, I'm glad I could be there for you.
I met you once in person and you where emanating a sexual energy i could feel 1,2 km away...
then I was not impressed, but I am very impressed now. Can I join your patreon page?
Hmmm. No. But I will tell you that we can all change and be LOVE.
You have no idea what you are talking about.
Where do you feel like you don't know what you are talking about?
And, you just bought three more courses after telling me that.
I can't believe I wasted my time watching your Satsang.
I can't believe it either! And it was even posted for free on my own website. The nerve!
---> I am glad I could help you move some stuck energy within yourself.
We are all laughing at you. ~ Member of the Crimson Circle Staff
You are worthy of being taken seriously within your own community.
You are worthy of focusing on yourself and your own growth --
without drowning in a crowd of unworthiness and its pitchforks.
There are spaces where conscious people do not destroy each other to feel better. I promise.
You can always send me an email at becomingsarh@gmail.com.
Perhaps you can make the greatest HIT LIST too.