Those of us who have chosen the self-realization path in life are no strangers to change, transformation, and transfiguration. For me, the only thing constant in my life has been allowing myself to go with the flow of my own soul’s wisdom – at any perceived human cost.
For the human self (ego), this amount of change can be quite tumultuous – that is until we are connected with the unconditional love of Self and complete trust in Soul. And, what a grand space that is to exist in!
In the past month or so, the flow of my own soul’s wisdom has been leading me in a different direction. The soul sessions and video/ in-person workshop type of material I have been offering since 2015 is no longer part of this flowing river of wisdom within me.
I have deeply enjoyed meeting people through my work and reminding them of something they already know – the kingdom is within – all answers you seek, all creative solutions for the perceived problems in life can only be found within you – by accessing your unique soul’s wisdom - rather than in an external force or personality.
Everything I have to offer the world – reminding people of their own soul’s wisdom – can be found in my writing, something I will continue as long as I can hold a pen in my hand – not to teach anyone anything, but because I enjoy it more than anything else in life. If it inspires people that’s wonderful, but it’s not the goal. In fact, there is no goal.
Over the past few months, it seems the intensity of the spiritual and consciousness-related material out there has exponentially increased. We have gone from three stations on our consciousness radio to millions, when really the only station you need to tune into is yours and yours alone. The Return to Self - once again.
Furthermore, while I will always continue to write about the amazing friendship between Ascended Master El Morya and myself, I will no longer be translating his messages for individual clients.
El Morya is always available to anyone choosing the embodied enlightenment experience. Those who choose the experience can dial him direct anytime. They don’t need me to be the middleman.
Personally, I sense the days of channelers, gurus, and any other external teaching coming to an end. It feels this is the last hurrah for such methods of accessing wisdom from outside ourselves.
Paul Simon once sang, “I don’t wanna end up a cartoon in a cartoon graveyard,” and for me, that’s what the channeling world has started to feel like – a big circus, where nothing can be taken seriously and discernment is paramount.
I will say that I do not regret my time in this space – at all. I met amazing friends that I will continue to cherish. I also received so much wisdom from my experiences. I am thankful for the people who hold and honor contracts to bring the wisdom of Ascended Masters forth for those who have eyes to see and ears to hear it.
Yet, El Morya and I do not have a contract with each other, only a friendship. As he told me from the beginning of our friendship, this life is about my own self-realization, held in the highest regard above all else.
Anything and everything else is and was a distraction. Distractions serve a purpose for a time, helping us get out of our own way. And then there comes a time, when distractions no longer serve us. For me, that time is now.
This didn’t happen overnight. In the last six months, letting go of my attachment to consciousness-related groups and my human notion that I am a teacher with something new to offer – there is nothing new! - has been painful at times.
Yet, once, I allowed the flow of the soul’s wisdom to flow without the human resistance, I have felt a peace never experienced before as I have shifted from operating in human free will to embracing the divine will of the soul, or God-self within.
With that, I thank all of you for riding along with me for a time. I honor everyone for the experience they find themselves in right now, knowing there is no right, wrong, good or bad, and most importantly no rush in the self-realization experience.
My commitment to myself to document as much of my embodied enlightenment experience remains. I will continue to write books – I have two written yet to be published – and share articles here for free.
Currently, I am simply enjoying the MAGIC of BEING - not doing - and using my words as a paint brush to express the grandness of what I am experiencing within. For those interesting in continuing to connect, I will meet you in the space beyond the noise.
In appreciation and honor of you and your unique soul story,
Lauren & Sar'h
Lauren Hutton (Sar'h) writes adventure novels and short stories about the self-realization experience and beyond.