I'm not so sure how to state this. Sometimes people come to me to be reminded of the I AM THAT I AM - to be reminded of their own unique, inimitable truth - their sovereignty.
Sometimes that person has been to another person (a healer, a shaman, a life coach, a consciousness coach, the list goes on).
That "service" worker has provided the person with a list of distractions from realization - that their hamster is an ascended master, that they can channel another being (allow your realization and then see what you are passionate about), that there's a soul mate out there for them (allow your realization then explore love), all sorts of external, spiritual distractions (more stories and more stories).
I trust the person coming to me is a master discerner - a sovereign being who knows what is best for them, that they came to be reminded nothing is external.
When choosing realization anything that is not diving into the Infinite Mystery of the I AM is a huge distraction and can also create all sorts of weirdness in their space.
Everything is always appropriate (and everyone provides their service which not everyone's flavor) but I want to be clear I do not endorse anyone out there doing anything.
The only thing I really trust out there is the Adamus St. Germain materials (not a human organization, not a group or anything else) but dialing direct to ASG.
I trust the materials I share (so glad I waited to really put out there only when I came into my own clarity - I tried before realization and realized it was way too soon to be helping other people - when I realized this, I closed my shop, took down my shingle and went inward).
I personally found the best sovereign support around working directly with Adamus St. G and the materials also from Tobias. Working with masters directly AND above all my I AM THAT I AM.
I've had my share of "issues" with the organization side of things but beyond all of that, there is nothing I would put my gut check against besides Tobias and ASG.
I just want to make that clear.
Morya and I sovereignly support and work with people standing upon the Threshold of realization and what comes after.
We'd never talk about your archangel dog, who you should channel or tell you about your soul mate or anything on the surface of the water.
We only hold the space for you stepping into your I AM THAT I AM and finding your own unique truth.
Simply illuminating pathways that are yours and yours alone.
I just need to say that so I can go to sleep at night with clarity in sharing what we share.
You are always going to know what's best for YOU. If anyone tries to tell you otherwise (like you drink too much water, or your husband is not your soul mate or whatever), they have violated the most sacred of principles: SOVEREIGNTY.
I will never ever do that. Ever. Morya and St. Germain are with me daily - as I step into my passion for whatever it is I am here to share. It keeps me honest. It keeps me sovereign. I would never go in and fiddle with someone else's energy, and I would encourage others to be aware of this.
If someone is coaching realization, I hope they will have gone through it first and really allowed some time alone to allow it to really sink into full embodiment first.
I got a ticket for speeding - I tried to do this without having to live it - and that dragon of clarity came in and incinerated the coach/teacher/ healer/ I know better than other identity (spiritual ego) until I was left a puddle of no-thing on the floor.
I am simply a being in my I AM meeting with someone else discovering their I AM. There is no identity in it.
I had to do this FIRST before I shared anything of real value. I had to find my own sovereignty before I could support anyone else in theirs.
I just had to write it down. Deep breath.
This was a patron only post but it's too important. This took me two years to figure out. I hope you find it supportive...For a Shaumbra audience, specifically....
New Earth is such an illusive concept sometimes. For those of you who follow the ProGnost updates - will know that while Adamus St. Germain never said that the New Earth existed beyond the Old One in physicality - even though he said they would never come together - often people use the mind to view it that way...
New Earth is some sort of far off place for them - one you can get to by death or by dragon.
By dragon - I mean allowing SELF to go beyond all the belief systems, old traumas, storylines of lifetimes AND in allowing the forgiveness of the I AM - to incinerate any perception that I ever did anything wrong. Guilt --- Innocence....
The eye of dragon's clarity (an expression of the I AM - it is) looked into my body of consciousness and breathed the clarity into my being - much to the pain of the human. For I wasn't going to take any 'junk' with me into 'first realization' of the I AM THAT.
Reversing into the realized state - which is necessary to embody fully and live in new earth realities - often contains the sensation of getting sucked through the eye of a needle, nothing can come through the tiny eye of the needle but Self.
For me, this was the final let go - you allow your little me to get sucked through the eye of the needle and it comes out in a fluid formless form...
Anything that was stuck to little me (human) was "removed" (integrated and woven into the tapestry of Self) as the Self and Self alone make its way through the eye of the needle - then VOID - the black hole as someone emailed me about.
In the darkness --- the eyes adjust into a ONE vision - a state of no separation - I began to feel free to move about the cabin - or caverns of my being ness - exploring without overlays.
The answer to the question WHO AM I? arose without overlay of stories that only exist in an illusory matrix - or the surface of the oceans waves - in a collective dream state that defines most beings life on Earth.
After the initial elation of having arrived - reversing into realization - wears off, I found myself in a dry desert - one where the sun never rises and my thirst could not be quenched.
It's not that it cannot be quenched but felt so because none of the old ways worked - you cannot quench your thirst from anything in the collective dream matrix. No spiritual highs, no filling yourself up with another's love, nothing external. No validation from friend or masters before you...
Then a cool glass of water appears, and self-less Self drank it. That's the metaphor for the I AM, the I Exist, coming into physical form - embodiment.
In this experience of moving from realization into embodiment, the I AM again acted as the dragon of clarity. As it makes its way into the vessel (through my spine), biology begins to integrate and/ or dissolve. The light of awareness rolls throughout the cells and space between cells, leaving nothing unchanged. The dream of the collective old Earth experience is cleared out for truly NEW.
The standard biological body too gains its sovereignty. Wow. Let that sink in. Holy wow. - I say this to myself...
And this is where New Life began - Nova Vita or USARA - and I found I never had to leave "illusory physical here" to get there. New Earth is right here - right now - and it became my playground.
It's not a 3D experience, instead New Earth is a weaving of many - infinite reality streams - that make up the New Earth in sensation.
Time and space move through me (creator mode!).
The surface of the water, the collective dream matrix, is full of illuminated potentials and possibilities, simply by playing within my own energy and consciousness below the surface of the water.
New Earth and New Life are not out there - I found I did not have to fly to get there - the only way there was to dive so deep in myself only - to get to the sensation of lost - only to find I Am HOME and I never left it (I indeed never crossed the wall of fire - that was the greatest hypnosis). Even for the ones leaving physical form to make their way to New Earth living (deep honor for them) the way is through...
This morning I woke up to this little sun shining on the wall of my living room (picture). It's just a silly picture AND I realized I had my own sun that rises on my reality, my sovereign BON screen that is mine and mine alone - and yet nothing is ever lonely about it.
I feel all the illusive human things that I could never get - like love, like community, like creation, actual fun without having to play the role on stage - all the things I gave up going through the eye of the needle that is the self-realization experience - well, they are all just now available to me. I am creating it - without agenda- as I go along. I am having fun - my thirst quenched. I cannot take the dream seriously - by Dream I mean the matrix or collective Earth experience...Yet, in playing with it freely, I see I am honoring it...
The two years I spent in the dark desert when the sun never rose and I could never quench my thirst. They were my way here, home - the return to SELF....
The was not physical death, yet I arrived by both many deaths and the unrelenting Dragon expression of the I AM THAT I AM/ I EXIST...
I EXIST IS NOT PASSIVE, IT IS INHERENTLY CREATIVE (fueled by G-N-O-S-T)... See you in the HOK....
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Lauren Hutton (Sar'h) writes adventure novels and short stories about the self-realization experience and beyond.