New year, new life
Hello Friends & Happy 2019!
I must admit this is traditionally my favorite part of the year on planet Earth. The majority of people enter the new year rested, hopeful, and with their best foot forward. And while we are not of Earth, we are certainly on it in our varying states of embodiment.
Gravity – the force that can keep us looped in sticky situations – can actually work in our creative favor during this time of year, when it comes to the next iteration of our personal evolution.
Rather than getting caught up in the never-ending loop of self-improvement efforts, this can be a time to celebrate the perfectly imperfect nature of the human condition – a time to simplify and deepen our connection with Self – and to embrace the perpetual state of becoming more and more us. When I sense into this space and you all here, I sense the deep soul desire to tap into what’s simple, true, and wise – beyond the noise – and for Self and Self alone.
Tapping into Simplicity and Ease in 2019
I can’t think of a better way to connect with the flowing stream of simplicity and ease than with a deep and conscious breath. That’s why I am sharing one of my favorite things with you – 21 Conscious Breathing Experiences – with Guillem Torres.
Last year, Guillem made a series of 21 conscious breathing videos he shared each week. In these videos, he invites us to expand beyond the human identity with the breath of awareness, allowing us to return to our natural state of being. Each video is about two minutes long, and is especially designed for people in their awakened states through embodied realization. To access the videos, you can go straight to Guillem's YouTube channel and subscribe. Or, find Guillem on Facebook to keep up with the latest offerings.
I would also like to introduce a new author here. Rebecca Love released her first book, Psychology Life Hacks: Be Your Own Therapist, late last year. This book is a brilliant and simple how to be in life guide that combines Rebecca’s more than a decade of experience in clinical psychology with New Energy awareness that many of us here are tapped into. It would also make a great gift for those in your life who are ready to make the shift between external seeking and internal knowing. To buy the book or read more, visit Rebecca’s Amazon page HERE. Congrats to Rebecca on her first book and to conscious breathing expert, Guillem, for sharing their gifts with the world and specifically us here!
Nova Vita – New Life – Or what I would call moving from Self Embodied (Self-Realization) to Creation Embodied (New Life)
Not considering myself a Shaumbra – I am in an identity-free state at all times these days – or a member of any organization, I do enjoy dipping into the Crimson Circle materials from time to time. I find them the most sophisticated of any large group out there to date. By the way, if you know of others, please shoot me a private note.
As of late, I felt compelled to purchase the Master’s Life series on Nova Vita. It is something I have been chatting about with El Morya – my ascended master buddy – and my handful of friends who are silently sitting in their self-realized states, way before I even ‘arrived.’
These friends are, in part, my consultants for what I share here and our conversations seem to take on a life of their own. Something to look forward to in realization at this time – you won’t be the only one doing it solo on a mountain top!
The Master’s Life 8 channel is the first time I have heard what myself and friends have been calling “the Gap” addressed in any official form and not in a hushed conversation, which is nice because it creates an energetic tipping point that allows me to share more.
There has to be a level of consciousness, an energetic doorway, if you will, available to others for me to share certain things. With their broad reach, Crimson Circle and the Crimson Angelic Council do a really nice job of this, though I do not sit on these councils on Earth or otherwise.
The GAP, for me, is what occurs between embodied realization - fully allowing your realization to ‘come in’ beyond the spiral of experience and expansion, the end of the reincarnation cycle and recognizing the GodSelf within - and embodied creation, which is called Nova Vita or USARA in this channel.
Few talk about this gap. It is often assumed that once you are realized, that’s it, and you just stop there and enjoy. Perhaps that was the case for many of those before us. Realization occurred, final experiences were had, and the physical body integrated. But what if decades lie before us after realization, then what? What is left to experience in physical form?... the answer is: Nova Vita!
For those of us in the shadows, it’s been Self navigating Self into creation of a New Life. In this very special channel, Adamus St. Germain recognizes that what we are doing here in Nova Vita or embodied creation has rarely, if ever, been done before by the masters coming before us.
My personal ‘buddy’ in the Ascended Master Club –El Morya –and I have discussed this a lot. He and Kuthumi - who were friends who went through their self-realization around the same time in the late 1800s - both chose to stay in their body for some time after realization –something that was rather revolutionary at the time.
Yet, even El Morya tells me that what is available to us all here, staying embodied post realization, is NOTHING like what they experienced. The ascended masters are all a bit jealous of us, and that’s why many ascended masters have returned to Earth (including me, not going to hide that any more) at this amazingly special time. Yep, you chose the best lifetime for this! Good decision:)
El Morya explains to me – this happened years ago but I am just now sharing – that’s why I never was able to channel him in the traditional way. The masters before us could only get us so far, and now it is up to us to write the book on what Nova Vita looks like for ourselves, and for those who follow the paths we are carving here with each breath.
In the next say... ten years, channeled ascended masters will become nearly obsolete in this realm (though still appropriate in awakening-focused groups) and it is us who will be sharing the stories, telling the tales.
But where did this concept come from?
Close your eyes and open your heart to the Atlantean experience. Shoot back to before things got so very messed up, when you and I had a dream that one day there would be life with no death, that we would know and live with the wisdom that we were the creators of our reality – along with others who knew themselves to be God, also.
We would not simply realize it after our death and beyond the veil, but the veil would be lifted while we stayed in physical form.
There was a song we sang – the vibrational frequency of the life of a creator embodied – it went oooooo – saaaaaaaah – raaaaaaah, what St. Germain spells as USARA. And, what it meant in simple terms was Spirit embodied and so much more that cannot be put in words.
When I named my book and publication series, I was handed the title – Becoming Sar’h – pronounced Saaaaaaa- Raaaaaaa. I knew what it meant deep within the caverns of my being, but I could not tell you in words until now. A tipping point had to be reached.
If you have felt drawn to my page, to my books, or just felt curious, it is not that you came to learn something from me, it is that you came to sing oooooo – saaaaaaaah – raaaaaaah along with me. Perhaps, you came to have a gentle nudge into remembering that what you came to sovereignly create.
For those of you with the Yeshua and Mary Magdalene connection in addition to Atalntis, this concept was introduced then as well. The mythical and magical child called Sar’h – the holy grail – all the stories and interpretations of this story, which are all true because they are made so by belief – all lead up to what was truly birthed – the potential for New Life, Nova Vita, or Embodied Creation.
It matters not whether a biological child was born, if my soul was in that body or not. What matters now is that I allow myself in total JOY to be a vessel for the consciousness of New Life, of Sar’h, to flow through me, in creation of a slip stream for those choosing consciousness over automation for eons to come.
This may only make sense to a few, but for those who know, the song of New Life flows un-diluted through your embodied vessel in this very special lifetime in which the experience is beyond Love, beyond Joy, and beyond anything our human parts and pieces can even imagine.
For those who would like to energetically add their consciousness to the book on New Life in Embodied Creation, I invite you to join us on Patreon.
If that’s not your flavor, I encourage you to write your own book – etheric imprint or hard copy version – on what New Life, USARA, looks like for you.
For more information check out the BIOS page. Email questions or comments to firstname.lastname@example.org.
In honor of you and your unique journey into realization and beyond,
Lauren, Sar’h, Morya
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Happy 2019! Cheers to New Life!
A few notes from the draft table of my next book:
In the awakening experience, we often mentally separate out things within ourselves that actually are not separate – not to fragment ourselves, per se – but to examine them broken down – in search of the answer to the ultimate question – Who am I?
In the New Age and yogic communities, teachings and lectures often look at the ego. They divide up the body into chakras as a method for the quest to understand the nature of both their human and divine parts of Self.
A great deal of time and effort is spent on ‘controlling’ the fluctuations of the mind in meditation circles. Prayers and affirmations go out to all sorts of external beings and sources.
A life of spiritual seeking is never wasted. In many cases it is a step, if you will, in which you learn that the answers are not outside yourself but within yourself.
It is an experience in which the human part of self is reminded that no god, no angel, no being other than YOU is responsible for your enlightenment – AND every single experience you’ve ever had.
Though, many of you here reading this, have moved well past this – or simply skipped this whole spiritual thing in this life – especially those under thirty – I bring it up because it has some parallels in regard to this last rebellion of sorts from your human self before it integrates with its innate divine nature.
In this lifetime, I spent a couple of years perusing New Age and yogic studies just to get an energetic grasp on what was out there. It has been a lifelong study of watching how people receive information in regard to their realization – well beyond awakening. I am not here to ‘work’ in that area at all.
Examining what makes a person teetering on the tip of embodied realization cross over is something I agreed to observe and share with the group of beings I hang out when I am outside of time and space, mainly El Morya – who does not like the title Master because it is far too limiting, I might add for flavor.
We often discuss – in energetic song not words – how something is shared from an ascended master or elsewhere, and then how it gets filtered through the human mind and distorted as it comes from no gravity and into the density of the physical world.
By the time we move well beyond spirituality - yet another identity - whether in this life or a previous one - we realize there is no controlling the mind – only moving beyond it. We realize there is but one chakra – the I Exist or I am that I am. So’hum!
In observing many others as well as my own unique experience…
Albeit, in some ways my experience might be a bit easier, only because I spent about fourteen lifetimes and an intensive preparation ‘out there’ for this very special lifetime. In other words, I cleared most of my shit in other incarnations and this one has been pretty shit free. Most of you also cleared so much before this lifetime. There's not any more work to do.
…the ‘final’ experience leading up to realization – as I talked so much about in the chapters on The Final Let Go – seems to be about reconciling our divinity with our humanity.
And, in my observation, I see the tension between the two seems to reside between the human’s desire to hang onto its identity, and the divine self’s desire not to be locked into any one fixed identity.
In some schools, they want to kill the ‘ego’ and blow up the mind. Here, we are accepting all parts of our big Self, including all perceived imperfections, allowing them to integrate, without trying to change them or correct them. So, it’s not like we are going to banish an identity from our existence. It simply doesn’t work that way.
True and pure creation never has an agenda, and what a creation your unique self-realization is!
One of the biggest things to get over is the myth that you will be a perfect human in realization.
For some of you, you’ve heard this said a million times. But I will remind you anyway – when you wake up realized one fine day – the date already set – that is, if it has not occurred already – you will not be perfect, or glowing.
You will still take a poop just like everyone else. You might raise your voice even. What changes is your perspective and experience.
For example, things that were once boring – like house chores or going grocery shopping – are suddenly so enthralling because well, it’s just so New. You see life in color, when it used to be black and white.
Instead of moving through time and space, you sink more and more into the experience of time and space moving through you. I have so much to write about here.
So, going back to this integration of your humanity and divinity…
For a time, it is quite appropriate to distinguish between the voices within you. What is the human voice (ego) and what is that of the soul. It is important to have the dialogue between the two.
I relish in the experiential years of speaking with my soul, of hearing its song in this perceived state of separation between the ‘trinity’ – made up of human, master, and I Exist.
The trinity is from the times of Yeshua and Mary Magdalene - the father/ son/ holy spirit was really divine nature (GodSelf)/ Human/ I am that I am.
Just like anything else, it serves until it doesn’t – the evolution occurring naturally within yourself – without effort (allowing).
In the previous chapters, I described how felt my humanity weave itself into the Tapestry of Self.
I want to stress after this integration happens, it doesn't mean you’re done or graduated. Actually, my current experience is that you are never done or graduated. That never happens, and we are always in a state of perpetual becoming.
Yet, this state of constant motion soon occurs in an integrated space of human and divine combined, not human vs. divine. And, the sensation of this integration is completely different.
So, what it did mean to weave my humanity into the fabric of me?
It meant an end to the human/ soul discussions and internal conversations and debates that had been going on for years or probably lifetimes.
Here's an example: I had something come up to 'integrate' recently. I don’t like the word integrate here because, more so, the sensation was bringing in a facet of myself – already fully integrated – into embodied form. Self-realization opens the door to creation embodied.
So, what I’m trying to say is after you realize you are already realized – you are not fixed or finalized and you are still far from perfect in the eyes of human perspective.
Yet, to yourself - in the way you perceive yourself without a mirror - without looking through the eyes of another - you are beyond perfect in every single way.
And, that literally is the only perspective you see. Not caring about how others perceive you, is such a nice bonus…but not the main thing. It simply doesn't come up.
Allowing is still occurring in the new state of being, only it comes from a space of expanded consciousness, of integrated human and divine into the ‘Infinite I’ – a term from Sar’h.
So, basically, there is no resistance. The human identity – which has completely integrated – is no longer there to fight something. There is no identity to defend anymore. What a relief! You can finally relax!
What is it like to have no fixed identity in place? It’s so freeing.
I am a vessel for the will of God, in the words of Morya.
God, which is me. I am God. No also. No too. Guilt-free.
The opposite of guilt is innocence.
El Morya and I have been calling what happens in the absence of a fixed identity – being ‘slippery’ – this is the first time I have written about it.
Being slippery means you find yourself constantly in motion – that’s Morya and Sar'h’s “perpetual state of becoming.”
Whatever integrated face or facet of Self, that serves the situation for the maximum joy experience, that’s what shows up.
All natural. No steps. No thinking. Not being tied to anything - save for the I am.
You slip and slide from one experience to the next because there is no identity holding you hostage in a situation (where the suffering comes from).
Maximum joy. Life force flow within unfiltered – no sticky points or clogged energetic pipes.
To some this may seem inauthentic, you may seem inauthentic, because the human mind’s belief system is that someone must be consistent to be authentic. They must have principles that never change to be authentic.
The reality is the self-realized master is never consistent and always authentic but only to Self, and only to the moment. Then they slip and slide with no resistance into the next experience.
It was the human identity that told itself consistency was necessary (a tactic to stay alive!), therefore creating a situation in which resistance occurred between the face/ facet and any given situation, which is constantly in motion.
Staying tied to an identity when the situation changes (or moves through you) = stuck = suffering.
Freedom from an identity fixed - the difference between an aspect (unintegrated identity) and facet (integrated expression of the I AM).
In this state, it’s near impossible to get mad at other people – unless you choose the experience – because you can see nearly every single action they take is in defense, in protection of an identity they have not shed yet.
That’s not a judgment. It’s just something you can watch and see - pure observation.
The desire to correct or explain goes down the tube. There is no reference point. It is a waste of breath.
That’s the other thing.
There is often what I call a ‘heavy discernment phase’ before the human self integrates.
You have already moved from mind-heavy judgements in awakening.
Then, as you integrate all these parts and pieces of yourself in moving into a self-realized state of being, discernment is essential in knowing what voice you are hearing or making decisions from within yourself.
You discern and discern and discern what is yours and what is not yours in this phase - until you wear yourself out.
You create more and more and more boundaries - until you realize you don't need them anymore.
Then, after integration of human and divine nature, discernment is no longer necessary.
Everything is YOURS!
In addition, there is no boundary between internal and external. It’s all yours.
I am God. This is all my creation. All the time.
So instead of discerning, you might find yourself like me simply observing energetic everything in a very neutral state, which is a condition of finding yourself beyond linear time and gravity and duality in the ‘Infinite Now.’
INFINITE I in the INFINITE NOW.
All of this brings wildly brilliant and fun childlike innocence - everything is just so freaking cool.
After my realization experiences, I will say for a couple months on occasion, I did have some residual fears surface of losing myself, specifically not being able to hold onto my physical body. There were a couple of other stumbling blocks I will write about later.
I understood in these moments of feeling extremely un-tethered – lightly choosing to stay in the body was enough to have energy support that decision – and there was no work involved to stay ‘alive.’ I could see why many would just float on out – integrate the biological too. More on this too…
Another way to say it, less mental this time, is I expanded and then constricted to create space for New Life, something I am still stepping into!
In this switch, I let go of the tie to physical form – another identity – and instead I became even more physically embodied - I love a good paradox.
Yet, I want to tell you in all these iterations in the perpetual state of becoming – there was no suffering involved in it, only sensuality – which I ‘credit’ to not being tied to any hardfast identity.
When you hear about what’s outside the zoo - or as I have written about “ordering off the menu” in my first book – or what’s outside the bubble like I did in my latest book out in a few months – right now that answer is FREEDOM FROM THE BARS OF A FIXED HUMAN IDENTITY. And, that for me, marks the end of human suffering.
How can you suffer when you are the one creating your reality with every breath?
Now the answer to the question: Who am I am?
I am that I am.
And, I truly understand it as the most profound sentence in our current language.
Freedom from Identity: What lies outside the zoo!
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I use "we" as a multiplicity of Self. This is not advice unless you chose it to be so. It was channeled from the collective realization experience, and not just a personal story. Please substitute whatever pronoun feels good to you.
I want to introduce a concept in here. Choosing broadly what you want to experience, AND allowing it to come into being.
It seems at some point in the iterations of expansion of Self, we are able to choose various state of being and move into them without a pause or break in experience. Yet, if you nor I are not "there yet," there's another way, for now.
For example, back in August I felt, for me, a heavy burden holding a year-long lease on an apartment and having to hire a dog sitter in advance of being able to travel freely.
Without going into the details, I stated that I would like to choose freer way of living without being tied to a home, without being tied to a dog sitter.
Then the fears came in - not having a steady place to live, fearful for my dog's safety and security. Panic ensued to a small degree. This time I watched it with childlike curiosity.
Then PAUSE, allowing it all to come forth. I was panicked AND I knew it was all absolutely perfect. My heart did not skip a beat, my breath remained steady.
Fast-forward, or throw the car into reverse, rather, I am sitting here at 2:30 a.m. free to move about the world and my mom volunteering to take my dog at any time, and enjoying a cohesive relationship with her.
Yet in the last six weeks or so of choosing this experience, I had to allow karmic ties to unfold and re-wire, especially surrounding my mom. That was not pretty from the outside - holy crap - but from within, I was so enjoying the awareness of watching it all unfold, to come into being.
I allowed the fears of being without a home base to surface and dissolve within me.
I allowed more of myself to come in, which is the scariest part of all. The scariness is the perception of being alone. The more I let Self in, the more lonely it can feel...which ended up not being my truth, yet was so palpable at the time. Still the knowingness sat on the sideline watching it all unfold. And, the human was aware of this as it moved through. The NEW-ness!
As I sat back, relaxing on an Oregon beach on a beautifully sunny day, I watched the perception shift from total ALONE to completely and unwaveringly supported by everything and everyone. I did nothing. I held no thought. I simply watched the energy move around to serve me, like the changing tide in front of me.
But often in this allowing and the "scary" stuff that comes in, we say, "oh no, I messed it up," when really everything is coming together to support that beautiful CHOICE you or I made if we just get out of the way!
So often we hit the panic button and try to go back to the old choice that feels so much safer to the limited piece of ourselves - when if we just took a deep breath, allowed all the junk to rise to the surface it would clean itself out to present the choice wrapped in a surprising package for the CHOOSER (you/ me) to claim as a gift from SELF.
Additionally, a lot of us, previous me included, only take the deep breath or sigh or relief when we reach that sweet spot called being, when everything becomes NOW and there is no past or future.
(Perhaps previously or now) We "power(ed) through" allowing the CHOICE to come to be. Allowing these old stories or fears to come to a sort of resolution or peace is (was) quite daunting.
How many times have we put on our proverbial headphones and said, "wake me up when it's all over!"
What if we chose an experience, and enjoyed the ride of allowing it to come into being-ness?
What if we allowed this to be the experience of the creator in its creation, allowing the perceived chaos to form into the next iteration of expansion, the next iteration of the expanded self?
Instead of saying, I'll really be fine when all this is taken care of and I come into this new state of awareness or being-ness (human addiction to the future) - what if we were just okay in the ride of allowing that is the vehicle for this chosen state of being?
What if instead of suffering through a big shift in consciousness, we watched in childlike delight as it all moves through and lands in a new time and space? The free space.
In realization, this becomes instant. I am still in allowing on occasion, and I am also aware and enjoying it. As a result, it moves with ease (and quickly in linear time!). That's one example of the 'energy serves you and you don't even think about it anymore' state of being.
For me, BEING is defined as of perpetual becoming. A place of peace with what is, without past or future anything, of knowing you are the creator in your creation, without even having to think about it or repeat it like a mantra.
A creation of being within Self beyond the noise - not without noise but simply moved beyond it in pure consciousness. No headphones needed.
Being is a state without fear of the unknown or linear future or decisions based on past experiences - the old cause and effect linear modality of living.
Being is a place where we don't question our motives or more so ourselves and states of consciousness. A place to be in the expanded iteration of Self.
What if we enjoyed understanding in full awareness HOW we came to be, not just when we came to be, or what we came to be?
What if we used the sense of focus to play in how we created New Life for ourselves and not just on the linear outcome? There is no destination; nothing is static in the ever-dynamic state of being more and more of ourselves.
A state of constant motion, free from an identity to grasp onto or even more so - defend, we mold and shape freely to allow the maximum state of joy to permeate every single experience no matter how small.
Perhaps we already are 'there', and simply appreciating allowing is that extra icing on the cake?
In honor of you and your unique experiences,
Lauren and Sar'h
Sar'h, pronounced SAR-RA, is a name given to the body of unique wisdom that makes up realization, and creation in this new life. OO-SAR-RA. More on the BIOS page.
Lauren Hutton (Sarah) writes adventure novels and short stories about embodying the christ consciousness on Earth.