Category: Summer Of Softness Series

August Newsletter & End of the Summer of Softness Series

8/5/2022

Hello, friends!

Before I go into the depths of my next project with Kuthumi - I wanted to touch base with you all and close out the Summer of Softness Series.

It was my intent to record a final video and walk you into the Garden of Gethsemane, yet when I felt into it...

Well, there simply not enough beings in the identity-free state of being there to warrant such a deeply personal share.
I will record it for the Darshan part of the page before the year is out.

Thus, I will close out the summer of softness series with a one sentence email sent to me by longtime friend and patron of our work here, Leanne.

She wrote:
"It can only be an identity picking up the sword."

It so beautifully summed up our series.

When you lay down your last sword, it will be because you no longer have an identity to hold onto it.

That's when you will soften and the passageway to further will open up.

Softness is one of an infinite number of Passageways to Further.

The sword is not really a symbol of fight but more a representation of the severance of your gnost or knowingness - the fourth leg of the chair - that occurred toward the end of Atlantis.

Guilt and shame keep you holding onto that sword.
Not survival. Not even the identity.

I Am Forgiveness is the only way. It is the unrelenting softness that will fall upon you as well as an infinite number of rays of light.

So see hun or dragon clarity is the destroyer on non-truth to reveal the truth that we have never been anything other than God.

The identity that clings to its existence by wielding swords and waging imaginary battles is a creation of the standardized human form - a creation of Atlantis - when the connection to God Knowingness or Gnost was severed.

We cover that fully in the Light Body Sessions, Volume Two.

Further, in 2019, both Ascended Master El Morya and Ascended Master Mary Magdalene - through me - put out two core courses in which the theme was going beyond the realization identity (spiritual facade) and the story lines holding it in place.

I would be selling myself short and holding a sword or my own if I kept giving you the same information over and over again.

It's only when you hit the bottom of suffering that you are actually willing to do something about it, and go further into the beyond.
Some of you will do it in this lifetime and some of you will not. And it does not matter.

When you actually need us, Koot and I are here.

So see hun holds a certain vibration - you will feel it in your spine and hear it in your ears.

Your nervous system will light up and re-wire itself through active allowing.

For me this lasted 5 full years, and it still comes back around but in a gentler tone because my nervous system and mind can absorb it without fight or flight now.

It will rattle you to your core, shaking the swords from the hands of all your lifetimes. Until you be come one with your True Creator Nature.

It's so worth it because you are worthy.

Being as that I don't feel much is reaching you all - Kuthumi and I tried the repetition tactic and it simply cannot penetrate the barrier - we are re-directing.
Sure some of you tapped in but for the most part it's just been one giant wall of distraction, disconnect and heavy goopy resistance.

I'm not mad at it. It is what is.

Kuthumi and I are turning inward to the BIG PICTURE of what we are here to do.

We (you included!!!) are here to leave behind a database of materials and experiences - your experiences and mine combined - for those choosing consciousness over automation for eons to come.

It's not really about you. This life is so much grander than secretly trying to perfect yourself.

Many of you say you are not, just trying to make yourself a little more comfortable, but you are and so seen hun is the flame - the fiery vibration of truth - you all will dance with whether the human identity likes it or not.

The God Also is in charge.

If you do not believe in Divine Will, you will soon.

When that happens and the sacred art of surrender is your only "way out" we will be here.

Anything you have or will experience, Kuthumi and I have too.

And we have created a huge database of support materials just for you.

When you add your energy and consciousness to them, they will be perfectly tailored for the people/ beings who come after. In the Age of the Machines.

The project we are working on is a NEW HUMAN BOOK that includes:

The Ancient Integrations and Free Energy Body of Today
All five Light Body Sessions - well, really seven.
We are going to put it into a full book.
It will be like a definitive guide to the New Human Species.

If you received anything from the free summer of softness series, or you'd like to help us pay an editor and formatter for the book. You can donate below. Not necessary, but there if you feel any sort of call.

We would love to recognize those who help with the publishing costs with your name in the book, so please let us know in the notes or via email how you would like your name to appear.

The Era of the Magus Series Book in English, Spanish and German is being worked on as we speak and will be available in Spring of 2023.

There's only about 400 of you here and I want to thank each and every one of you.

Thank you.
Sarah & Koot!

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Summer of SOFTNESS: VIDEO 3

7/17/2022

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Summer of Softness Series Recap + MORE

7/5/2022

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Table of Contents for the Summer of Softness Series
Six Posts with Articles and Videos

Hello, friends!

I hope you all are enjoying summer - or for those on the other side of the globe, winter.

Softness is a quality with many definitions but I wanted to highlight two of them.

The first is being easy to mold or fold.

For example, I folded into the warm blanket of surrender, which is what someone actually said so beautifully on one of our Banyan Tree calls in June.

That blanket holds the quality of softness.

One could say Trust has a soft quality, a firmness with no sharp edges.

The second quality is a subtle effect, in other words something lacking sharp definition.

Instead of something being clearly defined by duality - such as right and wrong - the backing away from the need to perceive creates a different kind of clarity.

Perception of self or a situation is a hard focus; while allowing the edges of our focus to soften, is truly when we begin to give way for pure, unfiltered awareness.

Awareness lives beyond the land of opposites, beyond sharp edges of what is right/ wrong, supportive, not supportive and on.

Awareness is the space in we can feel and be God.

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Being as that I have been sharing with you all for many years, I know how important it cane be to give a recap of what was said and then let you know where I am going with this series, which will conclude at the end of August.

If you are just now joining the more than 350 people participating in the Summer of Softness, you can go to our Articles page and begin the series in order anytime.

Or under categories, you can click on 'summer of softness' and all will appear.

1) ARTICLE: The Disruptive Nature of the Christ Consciousness

I began writing about this softness we are speaking of on May 17th. The article generated so much feedback, understanding and readers, that I felt we could all really dive into it alone together. This would be a 'Jesus' article and Yogananda helped me write it.

2) VIDEO: INTRODUCTION

I posted a video on May 19th - announcing the Series. You can find it HERE.

This video was to show how anyone - myself included - can be so tempted to go back into duality and identity perspectives and the brutal world of relativity reality's suffering in the duality of cause and effect.

And really show without telling how being LIGHT can only be found in the backing away from the need to perceive yourself or situations in one fixed, hard way.

We allow our perspectives to be come hazy so that the clarity of pure awareness becomes our screen in which to operate and create. Creation cannot happen through perspective of identities for the identity is the film that creates the perceived separation. Backing away from the need to perceive.

3) ARTICLE: Kuthumi on Allowing Concrete Identity to Crumble

On May 27th, I posted a channel transcript of a parable from Kuthumi. In this article, he talks about how people put their identity back together like a crumbling concrete house, when the cottage in the strawberry field was just down the street. It reminds me of the Rumi poem:

Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing,
there is a field. I’ll meet you there.
When the soul lies down in that grass,
the world is too full to talk about.
Ideas, language, even the phrase ‘each other’
doesn’t make any sense.

4) ARTICLE: Dropping Your Last Sword

On May 30th, I posted the Sar'h share on "Dropping Your Last Sword." It's not just talking about this lifetimes, but she is saying ALL identities from ALL lifetimes must ALL drop their swords. This is happening naturally as we back away from the need to perceive ourselves and our realities as singular and defined.

5) ARTICLE: Case of the Mistaken I

On June 6th, we posed the Inquiry Questions:
Who is it that is walking easy on the Earth?
Who and what is softening?
Which 'I' are we talking about?

6) VIDEO: Man Shall on Live on Bread Alone

In this June 14th video, I talk about how Jesus comes out of the desert after 40 days and 40 nights. I relate it to coming out of the cocoon and being in the world after you have gone so deep into your internal and external world that the division between the two ceases to exist in your 'perceptions'

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Today, I want to leave you with a poem made popular by Mother Teresa but originally written by Dr. Kieth Kent. She added the last line and I am going to add another line anyway.

DO IT ANYWAY

People are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centered;
Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.
What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.
The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.

AND SHE ADDS:
In the final analysis, it is between you and God.
It was never between you and them anyway.

AND I ADD:
In your unfiltered luminosity, it is between you and YOU.
There were never any other people anyway.

"The human" is really truly all of humanity when we lift the divider of identity from our experience and expressions.

You see one cannot allow all the concepts we discuss here - and the end of suffering will never occur - until perspectives become awareness and you become God. A God containing all of humanity.

Softening is one of many passageways to further.

I'll see you all next month with next free video.

I am also updating the Samadhi & The End of Suffering Course after I attempt to reduce my schedule and no calls to allow for an empty space that I require right now.

I am LOVE with YOU.

See you soon!!

Sarah

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Summer of Softness Series: Video Two

6/14/2022

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Article on Crossing the Dry Desert, A Personal 40 Days & 40 Nights

About seven months into my self-realization experience, I wrote this. I feel like it captures the feeling many can relate to. Unedited.

I realize now. I was refusing to go back into the cosmic delusion we spoke of on the video. Things got really good - not by getting back on the merry go round - but by staying off of it. As Jesus did.

How do you live on a hungry planet when you have no appetite?
- Published July 2018 -

Perhaps it's the stifling heat that's causing me to die - again. It's a heat that cannot even be diffused with air conditioning because it doesn't seem to exist anywhere.

Definitely, not in my California home. The heat even followed me to Wales and England, known for rain and fog and dampness. Still, no air condintioning. The grass burned up beneath my feet as I traversed it's jagged coast.

Each place I stepped my foot, the grass went from salvageable yellow to dead as a doornail brown. My thirst is unquenchable. No amount of water will solve the dryness in my throat. My body aches for water like the trees. I reach up toward the sky like a flower only to burn to ash in the sun's rays.

The scorching, record-breaking heat poured over my twenty-five day trip to return to Avalon and the shores of Wales where I washed up after the fall of Atlantis eons ago. Funny, I have not forgotten after all these long millennia, yet I can hardly remember my own name these days, let alone type this.

The melancholy of the Robert Earl Keen song played in my head, "It's been a long hot summer - and not a drop of rain."

In the heat, it takes all I can just to move my fingers along the key board. I have the fans going. The windows and doors are open. I seek a breeze that does not come.

I think about my dissatisfaction with everything. The seeking human loves a problem to solve. But what happens when you have no problems. Money - plenty there. A partner - yep, he awesome. Health - yep, I'm strikingly healthy despite my deeds.

I really see why people in their realization experience are getting jobs to fill their days. Makes them go by quicker. I don't have to forage for food. I don't have to seek a partner or a friend. I don't have to keep my body in check. There's nothing to do anymore. No solutions needed. Everything is perfect and it's stifling.

As a result, my days are so long. Each minute feels like another year on this Earth. This Earth that doesn't need me for anything. In fact, no one needs me for anything. I created it that way. Total freedom just to be. That was the magic experience I sought, no?

For the last few years, I have been writing about the magic of being. How glorious it is to do nothing. But now that I have the freedom to do nothing. Now that the desire for human experience was extinguished, my desire to pep talk others into enjoying life. I feel everything is done on this planet.

Gaia is leaving. OK. We are supposed to be creating a new earth with our realized friends.

Two years ago this summer, I was told by a master people call Adamus (ML3) to release nature, to release biology. I did not take action but agreed to allow this to take place. And so it has, I am free now from biology and nature.

Sounds so lovely. But the trees and the foot paths across Earth filled me up on days when I felt I couldn't go on. Trying to solve human problems like paying bills, repairing my image on a daily basis, writing uplifting things, sharing my stories; they all took so much time the days passed so quickly.

But I don't have that deep desire to share anymore. I cannot care what people think. There's no need to explain anything.

The words are like the heat; they drain the last drop of moisture from my body.

Paddling out for a surf, the ocean waters say hey, I filled you up for lifetimes. Now you are on your own.

Mother Earth says I got this from here. I don't need you and you don't need me, anymore. This is the sovereignty you desired. Really?

I breathe a lot. Deep conscious breaths. Over and over in time that stretches painfully out like a roll of dough. Yet I have no desire to make bread. I'm not hungry anymore.

I see others creating or building (who cares the difference anymore) things in their lives. Record numbers of realization lifetime beings getting jobs, getting married, enjoying food and wine, enjoying sex, buying houses, moving, traveling. More. More. More. Good for them (genuine notion). Yet, I know none of that is going to fill me up anymore.

What do you do when it's all here?

I've had months in realization. My self-love is unflappable. My bank account is brimming. My partner is perfection for me. My dog is loving and healthy. I am told I am creating something beyond love. I am creating a new earth, but it's not appealing. Right now at least.

I'm not hungry, and that's an odd sensation having been insatiable all my lives.

If I did want anything, it would be a cool breeze, a dark rain cloud to come over my house and let loose.
I want to not sweat for a whole day.

Besides nature being gone as a source of inspiration within me, travel has died a slow death as well. While on my trip to Avalon, which lacked magic in a way I could not fathom, I wrote these notes - and even more died away in the two weeks passed:

Traveling in a space of realization is quite a trip. You aren’t looking for answers. You do not seek resolution or for some magic moment to delight your human...at least not outside of nature...and even that magic is starting to wear off (now it has completely).

Yet, in the midst of chaos, there is always a tree motioning me over to rest my back on its centuries old trunk. Brief relief from the flat earth world mentality. (Now there is not even that!)

As a realized traveler, a walker, a pilgrim with no end destination, you know you’re not going to fully resonate with anything. Nothing is going to match your insides, your guts, your swirls of ever multiplying consciousness.

Walking through Glastonbury today, the pious priests and those desperate for their redemption mingled with new age drunks with dark tans, no t-shirts, and harem pants that would stand up on their own.

Naked babies grasping onto their mother’s dreadlocks, wondering why they did not choose the boring yet stable parent, passed by staring at me through the window pane, asking:

“Is this it? Is this what Earth became?”

Every sign lining the streets promises salvation. Through Jesus, flagellation, tarot card readings, workshops of every variety, hemp — or an organic iced coffee.

St. John the Baptist sits at the bar with Mary Magdalene and they have a good laugh at people looking for King Arthur’s grave site.

“It’s here.”

“No. It’s here,” points another.

The smell of burnt hope swirling up from the alter boys swinging incense urns mixes with the hippie body odor distinctly new age in nature.

A man or woman - let’s say a person- dressed as Carmen Miranda shakes its narrow hips balancing the plastic, made in China fruit basket on its head, grating behind the priest who holds stoic.

The monk who wears his costume from lives past and waits for people to notice his importance as they pass by. They never do.

Then the message makes sense. Anyone who is a pioneer of consciousness will be invisible to those who are still playing in the systems dressed up in circus tents. There's the religion tent. The new age tent. The marijuana tent. The organic gluten free tent. And on...

“Step right on up, folks. This is the most conscious show on Earth," each ringmaster boasts to the passersby.

I know they cannot even see me. I move through the crowd untouched and unseen. This show is a rerun.

As my internal wisdom comes to the surface with each inhale, I exhale the words.

"You are not jaded; you are conscious. "

AND I'M LEFT WONDERING: HOW DO YOU LIVE ON A HUNGRY PLANET, WHEN YOU HAVE NO APPETITE?

I know some thread of Self will rise to the occasion - to replace nature, to replace my severed devotion to Earth, and the sensuality I found in consumption (food, shopping, energy feeding, exercise....an on....)

But until then, I'm going to the store to buy an air conditioning unit. Maybe I just hangry for cool air. At least, my sense of humor remains in tact:

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How do you live on a hungry planet when you have no appetite?
- Published July 2018 -