I hope you all are enjoying the sway into the holiday season. Whether you’ve walked out of mass consciousness or still find yourself in it, sometimes you cannot help but allow some of that spirit to sink into your body of consciousness.
These days I am enjoying so much the freedom to swim into the collective human consciousness or other group consciousness and back out, at will, along with many other layers and dimensions of sensations and realities.
I find myself in constant motion of allowing realities to move through me in maximum expression and experience of joy – the joy of being!
Washing my cars, talking to the gas station attendant, putting my toes into the sand, a smile from a neighbor, well, everything is just a rich sensational experience these days. The little things are no longer little!
It wasn’t too long ago that I found the holidays to be the absolute worst time of year, a deep sadness spreading over me from the end of November into the first week of January. If you find yourself in that space, please know you’re not alone and that this too shall pass.
I know how annoying that sounds, too, but it does pass! If I could give myself one bit of advice back then, it would be: allow yourself to experience the sadness fully, without resistance; take a walk, a drive, or a swim and just let it in, knowing later you will see the richness of wisdom that comes from it.
In the next few days, I am off to Costa Rica for round one of surfing and then back again in January for another round. I am enjoying Texas this time of year.
Recently, Damian and I traveled to Italy, Slovenia (seeing many of you!) and then back to his home in Poland. After that, we crossed the cosmic Southwestern United States, stopping at many national parks and hot springs. Then we arrived in North San Diego County for some great surfing before heading back to Texas.
These days, my home is a storage unit, and I have been living out of a suitcase since September 14th. I cannot foresee future right now – everything is NOW – so the idea of making any decision, like signing a lease or buying a home, is unfathomable. For the first time ever, my brain has relaxed into this being our new life reality – without questions! Woo hoo!
While my true creation is expressing and experiencing my unique realization embodied, I still have my hobby as a writer going, and I am so enjoying it.
I have a new Patreon Series, and I must say it does feel like a truly magical space to write a book about my first year in realization. If you click on this Patreon link, there's a few free articles too if you find yourself idle during the holidays.
Every two weeks, I am posting a chapter of the book for patrons, whose support will help fund the publishing costs and more so provide a beautiful stream of consciousness for the words to flow. Thank you does not begin to cover it.
You can check out more below, but if I lose you first, I wanted to say happy, happy holidays and/ or cheers to allowing whatever experience you find yourself in.
Best to you in linear year 2019! It’s so funny to write these things, yet why not celebrate your humanity this holiday season. In this last life, all things were meant to be enjoyed!
With love and the sensation beyond it,
Lauren Hutton (Sar'h) writes adventure novels and short stories about the self-realization experience.