Personal Notes from the Universe of Self

Hello, friends! 
 
I felt like I have not written you all in ages, and then I looked at the linear calendar and am shocked to see it’s only been twelve days since I recorded the February Satsang. 
 
“What was that about anyway,” I wonder, and then I know it’s all about energy and consciousness combining together as one fluid experience, in which the actor and the observer become a sovereign one – what we will be offering from here on out.   
 
In the days since the grand junction, the last of my souled humanity who chose realization has dissolved completely into sovereign source of the Oceanic Self. 

There’s no entity personality left in it, yet the consciousness is full of creative intelligence. 
 
Oh, what freedom it is to not have a human personality or preference for things one way or another, and instead become creation itself, as natural as breathing.  
Oh, what freedom it is to move from human memories drenched in  emotion and false story lines from a collective mind into energetic imprints of fascinating and textured experience with a sovereign understanding. 
Oh, what freedom it is to move from the rigidity of opinion to the softness and limitless clarity of omnipresence. 
 
Some talk about fearing death, but it is not death they fear, it’s letting go of the human control. 
 
It’s a fear of fragmentation that stems from leaving one-ness. 
It’s a fear getting stuck in a singular reality, the crystal prison. 
It’s a fear of becoming a blob when the humanity’s personality and the soul’s role of wisdom-izer-in-chief comes to an end. 
All of these gurus talk of an ego death, but nothing ever truly dies. 
 
Instead, the ego was the beautiful and deeply appreciated vehicle – a driving force, a motion without movement – for me to leave the center of my being – Lauren choosing realization – and sail to the far edges of my infinite God consciousness, while maintaining a physical expression on Earth. 
 
Instead of dying, the ego weaves gently into the tapestry of Self, along with humanity's experiences and souled wisdom. Only the ego would make its own death dramatic, and there's no longer a need for drama because it's so stimulating to simply be. 
 
The song of the soul played like the pied piper, and the ego followed the notes that emoted from the flute. 
 
The song of my soul, a bridge that connected me from the last lifetime to the time free and space free hammock of consciousness, where the subject-less Self rocks gently to and fro. 
 
To and fro. Ahkuhn!
 
The song of my soul was the sweetest symphony I have ever come upon in traveling in the Universe of I Am Consciousness – that is, until I heard the silence of sovereign God consciousness. 

And, in its silent whisper found the intelligence of the God, also, which makes soul wisdom simply another experience we had way back when.  
 
It’s the place where paradox dissolves, for we – all the lifetimes simultaneously – have bridged the ultimate duality – the illusory divide between energy and consciousness. That is also the bridge to Theos. And, what is formed is New Energy, also known as the Christ Consciousness. 
 
I could go on and on about the experience of the creator (consciousness) and the creation (energy) becoming one, but I will save that for the sovereign collective page on patreon. 
 
This email is to tell you that there is simply no way to weave our shares onto a Facebook page, so you will find us here on our own sovereign website.  
 
I am also realizing that what I share is not for everyone. This goes beyond what has been done at the Crimson Circle, for which I am extremely grateful for supporting me in dropping me here where I find myself today. 

I also see with my eye am vision one really must be ready for what comes after realization and staying in physical form. It is the most deeply humbling experience you’ll ever go through. 
 
Unlike awakening, it’s not something to endure and come out the other side. You actually do not come out the other side moving from realization to embodiment. The other side comes out of you. 
 
Because time is no longer linear and you are no longer a slave to gravity, when you leave the center of the me pattern, all of creation feels like a floating reversal in all directions in which you become what you were. 

This is Navigating the Void, a cloud class that flows within me every single moment in and out of time and space. If you haven’t taken it, I will say it is the best of the courses I have to offer for staying on Earth post-realization. I also feel it is necessary for the mind to come along in that through creation of new neurons (new human species has an awesomely sovereign brain & mind) before stepping into our next cloud class experience. 
 
Nine beings have bravely taken the new Ancient Integrations and the Free Energy Body of Today cloud experience. I have not put that out for the public yet because I am waiting to see how it lands. So far, the feedback has been incredible, quantum leaps in consciousness. However, should one not be ready… well, I am still feeling into that. It may be that we offer it to small groups until it feels stable enough (enough people get it) before it is something publicly available. 
 
The next offering for you all will be the book, Living in the Garden of New Life, which is the book version of the Koot Hoomi and Sar’h shares from all of last year. It will also be available in Spanish, too – on Amazon worldwide. Thanks to Guillem and Juliane for their support in getting this book out as well as all of the sovereign collective who added their inimitable consciousness to it!
 
I am still writing book three in the Becoming Sar’h book series, but also feeling into what’s appropriate to share and not share, and not from an ego perspective, but from a responsibility of a deeply humble one-ness. 
 
If you missed this article, I will say it is the best free share I have to offer you. It’s the sum of everything I learned moving from realization to embodiment.

In honor of you ---
 
An extremely sovereign nobody laying in the New Energy Hammock
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