This article is really for me, a part of my memoir which won't be published for quite some time. But it's one of those things. Do it now or it will be gone later.
Nothing sticks. Yay. Nothing Sticks. So do it now.
When I found the Crimson Circle, I often wondered what it was like to work with a being and channel them. While I feel my relationship with Kuthumi - and before that, Morya - is quite different as I am not a channeler; the curiosity from you all is likely the same.
Most of the time, Kuthumi and my relationship looks like the above photo. We are two curious and fun-loving children, creating conscious content that stretches the boundaries of anything and everything done before.
We have used this image a lot.
Us adding new stars to the sky.
Two Atlanteans once drenched in guilt and shame, who turned poop (Kuthumi's favorite word) into gold.
Or in Kuthumi's case a gold tooth that he shows me often. It has become quite the joke in the sovereign collective.
Also, Kuthumi is not something outside of me that whispers into my ear. He is me. Morya was me too. While at one point in my life, I felt like a souled being. I no longer have that sensation anymore.
Around 2016, I asked Morya a question: Why do I feel I have more than one soul?
Soul was the buzzword at the time, and my human expression didn't know the difference between soul energy and I Am consciousness back then.
"What am I if I am not a souled being like these people around me?"
He smiled - his tall Kashmiri legs crossed twice over, once at the knee and once at the ankle - and said, "Oh honey, you are an enigma. That which cannot be explained."
If you did not know, Morya is a walking dictionary/ encyclopedia who never ever gave a straight answer - at least not in the mind perception. That teacher of Rumi lifetime thing!
In the last month, Kuthumi and I have held some very intimate online events.
We called them "Atlantean Integrations."
It started out re-writing codes of what it means to be a sovereign master and magi on Earth.
We re-wrote old closed loop programming of the brain/mind, creating new neural networks that work in an open loop system.
We haven't done a great job in our shares on how the brain works in the new, so this is something Kuthumi and I both agreed we need to work on and will do so in our January sessions. We are always learning from You! We are always seeking to improve our communications.
To make that simple:
In an open loop system, you have a single thought form, it dissolves and it never fucking repeats itself again or asks the ridiculous question: why?
Our second least favorite word that comes in just behind the word "me!"
By the end of the sessions, call contributors (not students, not receivers) were walking side by side with their last Atlantean lifetime, re-writing not only the codes but the history of Atlantis.
Kuthumi and I merge into one voice in these sessions. The more radical combinations of words coming from him.
Sometimes we have a debate between ourselves before the words come out. If you have a chance to catch us in a debate, it can be better than television. I am so glad I live "alone" because my house is always full and lively.
Together Kuthumi and I spent a lot of time at night - after the Atlantean Sessions online - flying over the skyscrapers at the end of Atlantis when it was at its technological peak, and watching the history being re-written.
This is the closest photo I could find...
We were in our zero emissions, self-driving flying car that would put both Tesla and Musk to shame.
"Fuck Teslas," Kuthumi yells as we move at the speed of light in our flying car. He is relentless in making me laugh.
Each night I would hop in the car with Kuthumi and watch karma - the closed loop of cause and effect and an Atlantean designed hangover - dissolve before our eyes.
Simultaneously, we are in linear year 2050 watching how advances in technology are also impact by anyone walking side by side with their last Atlantean lifetime, as was in one of our channels in the Garden of New Life Series along with meeting your "future self" that is the Magus Effect. All can be found HERE.
We also signed up and attended the Masters Code event online. It was a beautifully expressed creation by YOU all walking on Earth, the Crimson Council where we both sit, and I have full awareness of what transpires, and the Crimson Circle organization, who doesn't even know I exist.
Which doesn't bother me a bit, but allows us to have a good laugh. It's best this way. For sure. I do not desire that life, nor would it be appropriate.
So these are the great parts. Let me go further.
Have you ever seen a ballroom after the party is over? And everyone has gone home?
Attending the Masters Code event online was something really special for us.
Many of the Crimson Council requests made it into the presentation.
We felt together how many people really felt it and were able to bypass the mind. It was monumental!!!
After I said, "Kuthumi! It's over. I can take a week off now."
He laughed and said, "Grab a mop."
Together we took a look at what happens after the ball.
Beautiful beings attend the ball. Dressed to their best. Showed up and showered down in consciousness.
But what happens when the high of the ball wears off and the stars stop shining in their eyes again, he asked me.
What happens when their minds loop again, or more energetic imprints (our word for memories) pop up because the door has been opened. Or the human feels out of control and grasps outside itself again. Then what?
I didn't need to answer that with words. I knew.
"That's where we come in, isn't it?" I asked Kuthumi.
He just smiled, his gold tooth showing.
He was wearing a janitor jumpsuit and handed me the extra mop. Get to work, lady.
Someone has to clean up this ballroom after the party, and apparently, it was going to be US.
So I put on my gloves, grabbed my mop and we began to scrub the toilet bowls, remove the grime from the floors, pick up the discarded cups from which the party-goers drank.
In this sandpaper experience, I really got Kuthumi in a new way. I really got what we are here to do.
Hold the glass slipper for anyone who might get back home and think they forgot it when all the shine wears off from the ball.
You have to do the work. Having a celebratory moment is fabulous. But just like on day four after realization, which I wrote about last year, that is where the real work began.
Obviously, we do not mean work like mind problem solving work, but following the will to further never stops.
You have to bring the experience IN to LIVE it.
I sometimes get emails about where Morya has decided to incarnate. You have to go beyond the mind and its limits to get it.
First, I will tell you it is not in this linear year. It is in a future linear timeline, around year 2052.
Morya has created an avatar in a virtual reality and is writing the NEW ENERGY CODE that allows for self-realization in a virtual reality.
In other words, he is creating the 4 P's - potential, possibilities, probabilities, and passageways - for those who feel stuck in the so-called crystal prison of virtual reality.
His work there has a lot to do with the work of the Masters Code event, which is not limited to Shaumbra but is happening all over creation.
The virtual reality "situation" is tied to the Atlantean mind developed by the headband, something Morya helped create and something he is passionate about ... how shall I put it... undoing it.
Morya and I have a special no space and no time where we meet from time to time. I check in with him, and we have - how shall I put it - a backup plan for making sure no one gets lost. That's too human a story, but there are not sufficient words.
I will not share intimate details, but we do meet, have "dinner" and share what is going on in each of our worlds.
On a personal note.
I never ever want to be someone who is not completely transparent with my shares.
There is no one behind a curtain here like in Oz.
The tiny seed that was left of my human identity as it turned into universal humanity was this question: will I ever have a human partner?
The seed finally gave way to the will of the divine, who simply laughed and said, why would you need that?
Truly once I admitted to myself that I would not be having a human partner, bending and bowing to the sharp curve in the raging divine will river, I had a few tears flow down my face, first in sadness.
Then a day later, tears at the ridiculousness at the idea of it.
My life is so full. What passes for relationships, well, that pales in comparison to the JOY of being here as I speak of above.
I want to write more about this, but there simply aren't words to do it justice. There are not words that will not be taken the wrong way. So I will skip it.
Once you realize human free will is an illusion, the human wants and needs become an absurd cartoon.
That's about all I can say about it right now.
That's enough for now. A little bit of the backend of things.
Thank you all for being here and adding your energy and consciousness to the space as contributors.
If you added to the Masters Code event online. Thank you, first. Second, be kind to yourself as the magus self takes root in the absolute.
Most of all, thank you to the Sovereign Collective for stepping up to the plate in September/ October to knock their grandness out of the ballpark. You all rock!!
In honor of YOU!
"Let Us Get Organized"
It's the first thing Kuthumi said to me when we began to work together in February 2020.
It may have taken some linear time, but maybe we are getting close.
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Lauren Hutton (Sarah) writes adventure novels and short stories about the self-realization experience and beyond.She fancies herself a humanizing divinity journalist and shares her work here.