I AM GRATITUDE: A HOLIDAY MESSAGE FROM SAR'H AND EL MORYA

Hello, friends. 

Driving home from a movie theater yesterday, I was brought to tears. Not tears that come from thoughts and emotions, from pain or suffering, from someone having done something to me or me having done something to some one else - what a racket those old stories were.

No, it was the tears that come from a moment when a sensation moves through the entirety of your body of consciousness. That sensation was gratitude. It came from the sense - the knowingness - it is a real honor to be embodied on this Earth in this magical time and space, something many people embarking on the self-realization journey tend to forget when things get bumpy. 

The sensation of humble privilege and deep honor and total respect flowed through my being-ness - amazed at the experience of an embodied being on Earth - human and divine combined. To know myself as God, also. To truly know God, and truly understand the nature of divinity while remaining in physical form. To live as a human, having moved beyond the wheel of suffering and identity (same thing). Something Yeshua was here to remind us of after the fall of Atlantis, and something we tend to remember during the holiday season.  

I once read "If the only prayer you ever say in your life is thank you, it will be enough," a quote attributed to Meister Eckhart. It has not been until my full bloom into embodiment that I truly understood it. Thank. You. The words spoken aloud are transmutative in ways un-perceivable to the human mind. 

On that note, below I share a translated message from Ascended Master El Morya on what holds people back from their realization. It's rare that I do this, but it is so appropriate this holiday season, for we are all the second coming of Christ. The ones embodying the christ consciousness here on Earth in a time of radical change. 

Also, for those interested, in the Patron page we are deep diving into transmuting old belief systems, or belief boulders that stand in the way of becoming a free energy being, such as the belief that there is an outside energy or a separate energy from you, that one type of energy is better than another (high or low frequency), that energy is a force, and so more. 

​I am anxiously awaiting a time when I can introduce a few concepts - new language - from the Oriental, or Eastern, view of self-realization from myself and other masters of the Far East. We have so much to share I feel I might burst, but there's just not the audience yet in the more public of the domains I share in. All of the belief systems must turn to ash before we can dive into those concepts. I sit on my hands patiently.  

Speaking of which, if you have moved firmly into the multiple perspective reality and beyond belief boulders in regard to the relationship between consciousness an energy, in January I will be offering a  three-part cloud class taught by myself and a few Eastern masters on living in a free energy body - how the biology adapts as a facet rather than an aspect -- what is approached when stepping into New Life, USARA. This is where my deepest passion lies. 

If you do not read further than this, thank you, from all of us here. This space has made a quantum leap in conscious awareness in 2019. That's not all me, you too are making the conscious leaps into freedom as well.

As I play in my I AM presence and you play in yours, what we create through our conversations, spoken and silent, is something that cannot be fathomed by the mind, only in the depths of being-ness. So when you come to play, the potential and possibilities created for people choosing consciousness over automation are endless. 

It is felt and appreciated.

THANK. YOU. 
With love --
Sar'h

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A Conversation with Morya:
What Holds People Back From Allowing Their Realization? 

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Sarh': "Why is it that people, beautiful beings, who are ready have not allowed their realization?"

Morya: This one is easy. ENTITLEMENT. 

Sar'h: Okay, let's have a look at the definition. The fact of having the right to something. Or the belief the that one is inherently deserving of privileges or special treatment. So, I assume you are referring to the human persona being entitled? 

Morya: Yes, the human ego holds a belief that somehow being born with so much wisdom in this lifetime makes them special. That they know how to "do" enlightenment better than anyone else. Or to tell other people how to do their own enlightenment, without actually having gone through it. 

It is in this state of human superiority (a belief system) that one is not allowing the surrender into the void, to bend to the will of God, to allow GodSelf realization. 

You see, reversing into the void, you have to let go of any idea that you are special, that you know anything more than anyone else. To step in the void you must be humbled beyond any human comprehension. To be broken down until all that remains is what is really true. 

It is in this void that the human self gets as you wrote in your book, "annihilated". That's why you see embodied masters that have no concept of being any better than anyone else. If anything, they have moved from feeling special, superior into understanding the truth, that no one is entitled to anything and superior/ inferior was simply another dualistic construct to go beyond. 

Sar'h: Going back to my human awakening, which feels like another lifetime, I remember my dad had just died and my body could not process any food. I was miserable, so bloated, and so sad. One day I was sitting in a restaurant watching a thin woman eat a pizza without getting sick and I was so pissed. I thought, I'll bet her dad is even alive. I remember feeling so upset that here I was on my journey back to Self, supporting the collective human evolution and I could not even eat a piece of pizza or talk to my father. Is this what you mean? 

Morya: Yes, you are not entitled to anything in the realization experience. Not a bank account, not a healthy body, not a family, not a partner, nothing! The honor is being here. In this experience. Fully. 

The gift comes in the form of knowing oneself, of really being able to answer the question "Who am I?" for the first time in thousands of lives. Human entitlement is what keeps people in their limitations. It's what they grab onto when it is far past time to let go. 

Sar'h: Would you also say this applies to the human persona's addiction to experiences? 

Morya: Yes, many people today are trying to run successful human business, become popular in their Facebook groups, come up with the next latest and greatest thing. But as I said before, "You cannot have your cake and eat it too." 

Realization is going all in. Then if you choose to stay in physical form, you can really decide what your passion is to create in this world. The thing is the way energy worked before realization is completely different than after realization - as you are learning right now, Sar'h.

Sar'h: It is staggering how different it is when the belief systems surrounding energy dissipate. I am quite enjoying myself - Now. I do not forget what it took to arrive at the place I never left. 

Morya: I want to add. It is a huge waste of time and energy to keep trying to create in the old way. It simply won't work. Allow your self-realization and then see what you are moved to create in an entirely different way. Quit stalling. That is what I want to say. Realization is the beginning. Not the end. 

Sar'h: So once the human persona weaves into the tapestry of Self, you realize you are not entitled to anything, but your own creations. And in the realized state of being, creations will look completely different and operate in new energy dynamics. For example, use of power or force or effort-ing will not produce results in the realized state as it did prior to realization. ??

Morya: Bottom line is the human ego thinks it is entitled to just about everything when a being makes the decision to allow their self-realization. 

It tries to negotiate with the GodSelf who does not negotiate. For example, I am choosing realization. It's hard, so I need XXXX....

The belief in the human's free will must completely dissolve in the sacred art of surrender. 

A realized being knows they are entitled to nothing, and they need nothing. That is the freedom. And that's when all needs are met because they are not needed, but not in the way the human believes they should be met. That too will dissolve.
 
Sar'h: Would you suggest those reading this looking at what they feel they are entitled to? 

Morya: Yes, I would. Take a very deep scan where your human feels entitled to certain things, whether it be more human experience, recognition, or having physical human needs met. 

IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK IT IS GOING TO BE? GO DEEPER!

Sar'h: Feeling entitled to be seen and further, understood, was certainly one of my human facet's biggest belief system to integrate/ release when I was stepping into fully embodying my realization.

It didn't come from a place of needing praise at all, but a deep desire to be understood. I felt like I had to be understood by those I worked with, and if someone did not understand me, I felt a deep need to explain myself over and over again and rectify the situation - which just creates more stories. 

Indeed it was very sticky and took many years to dissolve completely.

​Will other things come up after the embodied realization sets in?

Morya: Yes, but not in the way you think. A natural energetic re-direction and course shifts, of course, occur, in the state of being, in the perpetual state of becoming, They are sensed and comprehended in a completely different way - without story lines, thought patterns, or emotions. More here for another time. 

Sar'h: Thank you. Do you know what's the opposite of entitlement, Morya?

Morya: I'm glad you asked. You already know. It is gratitude. How does that feel? 

Sar'h: Really, really good. 

*This was originally posted on the Patron page on May 19th, 2019. Subject to copyright. If shared, attribute the source, please.

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Song Lyrics from the Video...

How 'bout getting off of these antibiotics?
How 'bout stopping eating when I'm full up?
How 'bout them transparent dangling carrots?
How 'bout that ever elusive kudo?
Thank you India
Thank you terror
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you frailty
Thank you consequence
Thank you thank you silence
How 'bout me not blaming you for everything?
How 'bout me enjoying the moment for once?
How 'bout how good it feels to finally forgive you?
How 'bout grieving it all one at a time?
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Thank you terror
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you frailty
Thank you consequence
Thank you thank you silence
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The moment I jumped off of it
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Thank you providence
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you nothingness
Thank you clarity
Thank you, thank you silence