Hello, friends -
It’s 4:34 a.m. on Monday, May 3, and I’m up feeling into the Satsang - a video I usually post each month.
There are 281 New Energy Creator YouTube channel subscribers, more than 400 email subscribers and videos are watched between 400 and 800 times each month.
This is not something I have ever cared about, or had any expectations around. If there were five people who got something from it, it will be worth my energy.
I started posting the video Satsang on my Youtube page in June 2019. This was not something my humanity wanted to do; it came from a deep place - not even a soul call - but a light that went off in electromagnetic blueprint of my being.
It’s the kind of call you cannot say no to, no matter what, for it was already written in bright blue electric ink on the fabric of my being-ness.
After “realization” which now seems like an extremely trite word and feels like something that happened to someone else in another lifetime, I sat with it - in the beautiful violent and chaotic swirls - for about 18 months before I went onto the silly YouTube stage to share with you all.
There are 21 Satsang videos, most an hour long or more, which rest for anyone to view on our website www.becomingsarh.com.
Last month, I dramatically squeezed lemons to make a point: this isn’t about realization anymore. It’s not even about energy responding to consciousness.
It’s about energy and consciousness creating a bridge beyond the ultimate duality to become One. This bridge is the bridge to Theos - as Koot Hoomi and I share in our new book.
All that really means IS… for the first time ever… you and I will be who we actually are while maintaining a physical expression on Earth. That’s the New Human Species. No big deal, right?
Let’s just keep focusing on realization instead…nope…
In the Satsang videos, sometimes I have shown up braless in my pajamas, and sometimes I do my hair and make up for you all. I feel into what character to play - an act of consciousness - to support the most people watching.
Sometimes I am crying with you and other times I cannot stop laughing. Committing to do the Satsang also means I am committing to experiencing directly what each of you experience in one form or another.
Your irritations. Your pain. Your suffering. Your joys and your aha! Freedom moments too. All while maintaining my footing in the absoluteness of my inimitable being.
If you have watched the Satsang, I have connected with you and your unique experiences directly. Written in the bright blue ink - right there. See it?
While I do share stories for examples, the wisdom and more so creative intelligence I share is not unique to me. It belongs to all of here - the bravest and the brightest beings who are doing something only 13 ascended masters before us have done - stay on Earth after realization.
I’ve done dramatic readings and created many many diagrams. I’ve taken questions from the audience. I’ve had guest speakers. All that human training in public speaking, communications, journalism and television in college and beyond has come in mighty handy.
This month I just didn’t have it in me to do the play - I love the acting and I am sure I will go back to it.
But I didn’t want to squeeze a lemon live.
I didn’t want to open and close an umbrella on stage - though that was a good one ASG.
I didn’t want to tell you STOP IT again or YOU GOT THIS again.
Let’s never use the word doubt again, sound good? It’s an illusion.
At some point, all that coaxing and Q & A about happiness has to DIS-integrate and you simply take the step-less step into the unknown.
Here’s the thing. Realization is not the step. The Threshold is actually not a door like is shown on the cartoon opening of the CC shouds.
It’s more like jumping down an elevator shaft that has no bottom. Or being at the bottom of the ocean and instead of coming up for breath, you begin to breathe under water.
It’s not going to be anything your humanity thought is was. The human had far too limited an imagination.
And, so did the soul, which also integrates into the No-Thing which is also the All-That-Is.
Your soul also comes to the space of integration - just like your humanity - the wisdom is retained, but the personified soul becomes yet another character in the play. Feel into that, if you will.
Insert personal story here - a reminder for the no personality being.
In the last week I have been in bed a lot. If my humanity were in charge of describing it, it would look like I was sick. Vomit. Muscle wrenching. Electric voltage. Poop.
But that is no longer who is describing things here.
Last week, with the allowing dial on infinity, I witnessed as the carbon began to drain from my biology. No wonder I puked my guts up (smiling the the whole way).
As the carbon drained, I began to feel the electromagnetic universe of Self - what you all are calling the Free Energy Body (Vessel). I have felt it many times before - just like you.
Oh, a tiny sensation here. A little knowingness there.
This was different.
I am experiencing a direct, super detailed and very keen and clear awareness of how the anayatron (bio rhythm) integrated and the devir (rhythm of the I am, singular communication network) took over.
The mind is now able to fully and clearly comprehend the infinite, which is our working definition of the New Human Species over in the Sovereign Collective, which is hosted on the Patreon page.
When the mind comes along and knows what’s going on - doubt and suffering cannot live.
If you are interested in bringing your life beyond realization - and more into what this New Human Species looks like…
If you want to come share with other truly sovereign beings and write the chapter of the Era of the Magus with us…
If you are beyond the illusion of hierarchy - including teacher/ student….
You might want to come check out what we have going on in the Sovereign Collective under the branches of the Majestic Banyan Tree.
A place for sovereign beings to gather and share with one another.
Hell, you already know if you’re coming or not…
See you there real soon, friends.
Okay - I’m off to surf some waves in the eletromagnetic universe of Me.
Signed the New Human Species - Sar’h edition
(forgive typos etc)
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Lauren Hutton (Sarah) writes adventure novels and short stories about the self-realization experience and beyond. She fancies herself a humanizing divinity journalist and shares her work here with the Magus Kuthumi.