Here are some common questions I get in my inbox and some general answers.
Should I or shouldn’t I (fill in the blank)?
Sometimes it is about what to eat. Other times a relationship. Sometimes it is about paying taxes. The answer to all of these questions is…
The energy you spend on the internal debate of should I or shouldn’t I question is being directed toward the experience of the unintegrated brain thoughts – thoughts that are not actually yours.
Energy shows up in service to consciousness. Consciousness is awareness. If you place your awareness in the dualistic brain, energy shows up to reflect that duality. It will pull you in multiple directions and make you feel like you are being torn apart, creating an experience that is not actually your because your thoughts are not yours, they are from a collective.
If your awareness is in the I Am consciousness, energy shows up to support that experience of knowing yourself as God, also. Of truly having the sovereign experience.
You say you do not have internal debates or hear internal voices, yet we are multiple beings. How does that work?
More on the I AM. Yes! I’ll give you an image for something that is image-less.
Perceive the I AM as a body of consciousness. A consciousness that speaks.
An oceanic Self in which waves rise up to meet various occasions and then the waves fold back into the oceanic Self when an experience is met.
This is not a soul voice because it has all been integrated into a song of silence.
This is not my humanity speaking for it has been integrated into being-ness.
Once the brain aspect integrates, it lives in the body of consciousness as the integrated mind.
If I need to organize things in my physical life, that mind consciousness comes up to the surface to bring wisdom forth to make choices like where to invest money, or, for example, notifying that my car tires need to be rotated and serviced.
That voice comes in with no words but with gnost instead – a deep knowingness.
It is not a debate. I do not have a should I or shouldn’t I experience.
Knowingness is clear and is acted upon.
It’s the same in my writing and what I share.
The pillar of wisdom-filled consciousness is the I AM body of consciousness (lives in my spinal column and expands in all directions outward).
This is its first time on earth in a physical form. The I Am, the I Exist was always there, yet I have never brought it into physical form before Now.
The facet of Self (the wave of wisdom in the Oceanic Self) rises up and the words and energetics responding to the I AM consciousness show up and I allow them to come forth while typing to share with you all – lovely beings that you are.
The words/ message already exists in this body of I AM consciousness and flow forth.
I do not debate what to share and what not to share internally. I know distinctly some things I write are for now and others are for another Now moment. I am not given a plan but only use the gnost in the continuous string of Now moments that do not follow a linear pattern but exist in what a human might perceive as chaos.
Then the wave rises up, it folds back into the Oceanic self. The ocean may be calm for some Now moments until the next wave (facet) arises perfectly appropriate for the next Now experience.
Have you integrated the light body? Do you know anyone who has?
No, I have not integrated the full light body.
However, about a year after realization, I began to know deeply “someone” was following me around. It was a huge shadow that was behind my back. If I turned around to look at it, I couldn’t see it because it was always behind my back.
Instead of trying to look at it, I tapped into the gnost, the knowing. And I answered myself back. It was my I AM THAT, the I Exist. At this time, I still had multiple voices. They did not debate but they did take a question and answer format for a bit. A peaceful one.
Once my humanity and divinity were woven into the tapestry of Self – once I became a vessel for the Oceanic Self to attune to the biological structure, which is now my home – then and only then was it appropriate (divine timing) for my I Am-ness to enter this vessel.
The I Am – over the course of several months or a longer string of Now moments – came in into my physical vessel for the very first time ever.
I know deeply this is the “beginning” of the light body coming into physical form – vessel.
I know I am right in this moment a 63% biological being.
I will not teach or write about the light body integration until it has completed within myself.
I do not know anyone who has done this yet.
But there is this. When I was not in my realization I did not know any realized beings.
Once it happened, I began to know many.
When my light body was not yet fully bloomed, I do not know any fully embodied beings.
Once it occurs in a Now moment, I will come to know more.
The more I bloom into embodiment, the more beings no longer in physical form (Like El Morya) come around to chat/ commune with me about it.
I will know when it is complete, and I will take some time to really enjoy it alone before I ever write about it. Just like I did stepping into realization.
MURIEL AND I SPEAKING ABOUT OUR BOOKS...
In case you missed it, here is our conscious coffee talk held on June 6, 2016.
Lauren Hutton (Sar'h) writes adventure novels and short stories about the self-realization experience and beyond.