NOTES: The relationship between human perceived conflict and the soul sense of peace; VIDEO: THE CREATIVE SPARK OF NEUTRALITY

In order to surf, there has to be a wave to ride on…

There’s a deeply rooted belief system that everything must be gravy for you to declare your mastery. 

What do I mean by that? 

Well, I mean that there is belief system that fully integrated beings have no waves in their lives – that everything is pulled together and cool, calm, and collected. 

In other words, there’s a belief boulder that everything must be smooth and free of the perception of human conflict – that everything is figured out and in a nice neat order. 

For example, you never get a flat tire, you never get worked up or have your feathers ruffled. 

That could not be further from the truth of You. 

Instead it goes like this: 

An integrated being, knows a flat tire is part of the human experience. It relishes in the adventure of Spirit in the full on human experience, without making it a thing. 

An integrated being knows that sometimes the way the I Am expresses itself is to say “No More. I am not going to go with the (external) flow on this one.”

Sometimes that is in opposition to the old flow of duality and linearity and especially gravity. That opposition creates waves. Waves are always temporary - in fact, everything is!

Sometimes that’s in opposition (movement without force!) to what we thought we wanted in our old lives in non-dual contrast to what we choose to create in our new lives. 

We are not prisoners to previous choices we made before integration.

An integrated being goes with his or her own flow, no one else’s. In fact, there's no way not to once you allow full integration. 

When the choice of flow match up with another's - we can share a collective experience for a moment in time.  

Inevitably, different but equally valid paths are chosen. This is in a constant state of change. 

When you go with your own sovereign flow – true only to the truth at hand, which is a moving experience, subject to change with the ever-new, ever-flowing, non-permanent and non-attached tides of your own inimitable consciousness  – it can appear to the human perception that you are not going with the flow of life. 

This could not be further from the truth. 

Sometimes your own internal flow is not going in the same direction as the perceived outside world, or the world of another you are having an experience with. 

You see this in partnerships with other sovereign souls and perhaps in a job or a relationship with a family member or organization. 

In this case going with the flow of society, your family or a partner, may keep peace on the surface of the water, and the conflict is then relegated to the depths of the water. 

I am not being true to myself in this given moment but my idea of mastery is keeping the perception of peace on the surface of the water.

Let's reconcile this in our minds who are joining us in the integration experience!

Perception of peace is a far-away place from the sensation of peace and flow. 

The sensation of peace is being tapped into the flow of the I Am Consciousness. 

You flow with the I Am’s passion to express and experience – and the depths of the water become calm and still. 

This may make waves on the surface of the water, when the current of your own truth changes directions. 

The human perception of making waves is that you are not at peace with yourself. 

This could not be further from the deep seated truth of your own soul. 

The reality is sometimes to be true to the song of the soul and where it is leading you, you make a conscious shift in direction of the current in the depths of your being-ness. 

An integrated being knows that making shifts in the depths, may, for a while, create waves on the surface. 

They also know in order to surf from here (old life) to over there (new life) – well, it cannot be done on a calm ocean surface. 

There must be a wave to surf, to provide the motion – a flow of conscious awareness from where you’re at in human perception to where you are going meeting your consciousness where it ALREADY lies. 

The occurs through the pathways of the sensations of the soul. 

A couple examples:

My last partner. I was surfing one day in January 2019. I heard my I Am whisper from the depths, “Lauren, you are going to break up with your partner. It will be easier this way.” 

The current shifted in the depths of my oceanic Self. 

The human perception of peace and flow would be to ignore this voice and keep the peace with my partner. To work it out, and hash it out. To negotiate. 

But I would not be in alignment with my own truth. 

So, I followed the current in depths, which made big waves on the surface of the water. 

I got on my surfboard and rode the waves into my new life where my partner would not be going.

What it looked like from a human perception: Mess. 

What it looked like from an integrated being’s SENSE: Creation. 

This morning I woke up with Koot Hoomi by my side. 

“What are we doing today, KH?” I asked. 

“We are going to reach back and access a few more senses but more so we are going to access a deeper understanding of the creative nature of what human conflict truly is?” 

So I got on my imaginary surfboard as physical surfing is banned.

I paddled into the waves of sensation, and I reached back in a soul arch to grab a deeper understanding of the human perception of conflict and I examined its deeply connected relationship to the SENSE of peace. 

One cannot exist without the other. 

You cannot surf a flat ocean surface; there must be a wave to take your human perception to where the I Am awareness ALREADY exists. 

Do not fail to make waves my friends. 

A still ocean surface is nothing more than waiting for some outside energy or force to come make a choice in your life. 

As the God also, there is no one left to make a choice. 

That lies in your hands alone. 

Do not wait for a wave, make your own!

If you choose ---

Surf’s Up!

Sar’h and KH 

We also invite you to watch a video on moving from the controlling nature of the perception to neutral observation to the creative spark of neutrality in experience - two very different things. 

The video includes some patron updates and most importantly, what is is like to meet the God, also - not just the knowingness of God, also - AND what's the difference between human empathy and soul compassion - how do they dance together? Fun stuff!

CHEERS TO A STATE OF FURTHER!