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FEBRUARY NEWSLETTER: Incinerating beLIEf systems, MY SHINGLE IS BACK up...

1/30/2019

The Time Of The Season:
Incinerating Belief Systems

If you know me even a little bit well, you'll know I'm not a fan of spiritual or consciousness trends. I'm not even a fan of social media, but in this world sometimes you have to hop on that reality for a ride.

The reason I'm not a fan is NOT because there's not any wisdom in the latest astrological event or energetic report or prophecy or prognostication.

It's because whatever tiny kernel of wisdom in it gets bent and shaped and molded by the brain. Further, the report gets spiraled through a collective consciousness of the spiritual, watering it down, and often reducing it to pure spiritual gibberish or makyo or even worse, a Facebook meme...

For you Crimson Circle folks out there, I'll remind you that Adamus did not make up the word makyo, which is akin to spiritual bullshit.

Makyo is actually a Zen term that means "ghost cave". It's a figurative reference to a kind of self-delusion that results from clinging to an experience and making a conceptual "nest" out of it for oneself.

More often than not that illusory nest many are so snuggled in IS the spiritual or consciousness community they find themselves in, which many have made part of their false identity.

A friend recently turned me onto a self-realized writer (of no group!), he wrote:

"Allegiance to any spiritual teaching or teacher - any outside authority - is the most treacherous beast in the jungle. The first thing we want to do in our journey is find the companionship and validity that comes with an established group, and in doing so we effectively end the journey before it begins." - Jed McKenna, Spiritual Enlightenment: The Damnedest Thing

Interacting with many on my Patreon page and the previous groups I have run - and in client work - which I have again opened to per requests - I see this a lot.

While the person has left the belief systems of yore, or of mass consciousness, such as... I have to work hard for money, or success is defined by my external projection... are swiftly replaced with new belief systems about spirituality, consciousness, and especially realization.

Just hop on a spiritual or consciousness group Facebook page for a minute and you'll see people hashing out and desperately defending their belief systems when it comes to realization or enlightenment. It's no different than defending religious dogma at its core. So silly!

Or even funnier to me, seeking consistent reinforcement of said spiritual beliefs - the reinforcement or defense response escalates in direct proportion to the higher consciousness of the perceived beliefs, for there is more at stake. People just aren't dabblers anymore. Realization is not a far off 'goal' to be achieved later.

Further...

Many of you have just taken the conscious step to allow the fire-breathing dragon (an expression of YOU) of forgiveness into your life. This is not a made-up thing; it's real ... and no, the dragon is not going to be your pet. Too funny!

Rather, it is in allowing the fire-breathing dragon into your life, that you come upon the gate-less Threshold of realization.

To walk through the gate-less gate, the dragon expression of Self breathes the fire of forgiveness and wisdom, incinerating any and all belief systems and perceived truths you may be still holding onto, including the notion that you have or can do anything 'wrong' (one of the deepest rooted false beLIEfs of humanity).

In the end, self-realization is a belief system-free state, in which everything is true and nothing is true. It's all just an experience or expression with a quick expiration date.

That's enough to send the human mind into total disarray; it likes lists and rules and order and black and white notions of right and wrong.

Yet, all the clarity really does come in the human-perceived chaos. This is why the "nest" is so desperately clung to. Fear of death. Fear of alone. Fear of the void.

Step into the ocean of SELF. The waves of SELF cradle you, returning you HOME, that is YOU.

In this incineration, every single identity whether it be filmmaker, red scarf-toting Shaumbra, yogi, spiritual teacher, Zen master.... what have you.... goes up in flames and you are left holding the ash.

Yet, what remains?

In all that death and destruction, when you feel you can go no further, when you find you have walked through the valley of death AND dove into to the depths of aloneness, you might, like me and others, start to hear something...

It may start off faint, barely audible.

You stretch your hearing to locate the notes.

First you hear but one note, then another, picking out parts and pieces until the full symphony blooms in your ears and reaches the depths of your heart, where your humanity and divinity merge as one.

But where is the music coming from?

Oh wait, it is coming from me. It is the song of my soul.

And in it you realize, all has been burned to ash but one thing. That is your soul's song. So beautiful, so unique, so yours.

And it becomes your point of expansional creation from henceforth.

And there is no henceforth, for you have been realized this whole time...more of that later, though.

I will point out and give credit to my dear friend Yogananda who coined the term Song of the Soul, with his beautiful book of poetry titled as such. Thank you!

If you are allowing the fire to bathe all that stands in your way in the Return to Self, I salute you as you fly out of the nest for the experience that is sacredly yours and yours alone.

With love, compassion, and reverence,

Lauren and Sar'h as One

Pure Stoke!

Here's a shot of one of the many waves I caught on my most recent trip to Costa Rica.

Not pictured: The many sea turtles, who popped up on nearly every wave.

New Earth Reality!

HELPING YOU HELP YOURSELF

I have said I don’t do sessions anymore... To be honest, I really needed the last year to be with only myself, and allow my embodiment to deepen until I gained solid ground once more. Hell, just to go on a few surf trips too as pictured above.

However, the emails kept coming in from those who needed a quick check in and someone to touch down on the point in consciousness in which they stand in allowing realization to unfold.

In giving it ago this past week, I understood I am actually ready - for the first time this life - to take on that experience, rather than a role, I have avoided and resisted for so very long.

That experience is teacher or beacon for those choosing realization. It is in fact, in part, why I came back to do this again. Again.

It's nice I waited until I fully came into the formless, identity-free state of being, I now find myself in. I write, but it is not who I am. I sit as a beacon, but it is not who I am. This wasn't available to me before.

So, if you’re really truly finding yourself stuck in a loop - those belief systems sure do like to create a story, and that brain sure does like to repeat it until you are in the nut house - I’ve got quite the free time on my hands right now.

I just ask for a monetary exchange you deem appropriate for an hour on video chat - which has ranged anywhere from $100 to $250 USD... not super important except there must be an exchange - for everything I offer.

No one 'needs' this, yet should you find yourself in a loop and still there a week or more later of allowing, do reach out. I did when I found myself stuck in years past; and I'm glad I did. My buddy was just not in physical form. But I did have help, or sovereign support, when I was a dog chasing my own tail.

Everyone here is capable of unsticking themselves, though. Please know I know that. Yet, there’s no need to suffer in silence. You can email me at becomingsarh@gmail.com to set up a time.

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New year, new life

12/28/2018

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Hello Friends & Happy 2019!

I must admit this is traditionally my favorite part of the year on planet Earth. The majority of people enter the new year rested, hopeful, and with their best foot forward. And while we are not of Earth, we are certainly on it in our varying states of embodiment.

Gravity – the force that can keep us looped in sticky situations – can actually work in our creative favor during this time of year, when it comes to the next iteration of our personal evolution.

Rather than getting caught up in the never-ending loop of self-improvement efforts, this can be a time to celebrate the perfectly imperfect nature of the human condition – a time to simplify and deepen our connection with Self – and to embrace the perpetual state of becoming more and more us. When I sense into this space and you all here, I sense the deep soul desire to tap into what’s simple, true, and wise – beyond the noise – and for Self and Self alone.

Tapping into Simplicity and Ease in 2019

I can’t think of a better way to connect with the flowing stream of simplicity and ease than with a deep and conscious breath. That’s why I am sharing one of my favorite things with you – 21 Conscious Breathing Experiences – with Guillem Torres.

Last year, Guillem made a series of 21 conscious breathing videos he shared each week. In these videos, he invites us to expand beyond the human identity with the breath of awareness, allowing us to return to our natural state of being. Each video is about two minutes long, and is especially designed for people in their awakened states through embodied realization. To access the videos, you can go straight to Guillem's YouTube channel and subscribe. Or, find Guillem on Facebook to keep up with the latest offerings.

I would also like to introduce a new author here. Rebecca Love released her first book, Psychology Life Hacks: Be Your Own Therapist, late last year. This book is a brilliant and simple how to be in life guide that combines Rebecca’s more than a decade of experience in clinical psychology with New Energy awareness that many of us here are tapped into. It would also make a great gift for those in your life who are ready to make the shift between external seeking and internal knowing. To buy the book or read more, visit Rebecca’s Amazon page HERE. Congrats to Rebecca on her first book and to conscious breathing expert, Guillem, for sharing their gifts with the world and specifically us here!

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Nova Vita – New Life – Or what I would call moving from Self Embodied (Self-Realization) to Creation Embodied (New Life)

Not considering myself a Shaumbra – I am in an identity-free state at all times these days – or a member of any organization, I do enjoy dipping into the Crimson Circle materials from time to time. I find them the most sophisticated of any large group out there to date. By the way, if you know of others, please shoot me a private note.

As of late, I felt compelled to purchase the Master’s Life series on Nova Vita. It is something I have been chatting about with El Morya – my ascended master buddy – and my handful of friends who are silently sitting in their self-realized states, way before I even ‘arrived.’

These friends are, in part, my consultants for what I share here and our conversations seem to take on a life of their own. Something to look forward to in realization at this time – you won’t be the only one doing it solo on a mountain top!

The Master’s Life 8 channel is the first time I have heard what myself and friends have been calling “the Gap” addressed in any official form and not in a hushed conversation, which is nice because it creates an energetic tipping point that allows me to share more.

There has to be a level of consciousness, an energetic doorway, if you will, available to others for me to share certain things. With their broad reach, Crimson Circle and the Crimson Angelic Council do a really nice job of this, though I do not sit on these councils on Earth or otherwise.

The GAP, for me, is what occurs between embodied realization - fully allowing your realization to ‘come in’ beyond the spiral of experience and expansion, the end of the reincarnation cycle and recognizing the GodSelf within - and embodied creation, which is called Nova Vita or USARA in this channel.

Few talk about this gap. It is often assumed that once you are realized, that’s it, and you just stop there and enjoy. Perhaps that was the case for many of those before us. Realization occurred, final experiences were had, and the physical body integrated. But what if decades lie before us after realization, then what? What is left to experience in physical form?... the answer is: Nova Vita!

For those of us in the shadows, it’s been Self navigating Self into creation of a New Life. In this very special channel, Adamus St. Germain recognizes that what we are doing here in Nova Vita or embodied creation has rarely, if ever, been done before by the masters coming before us.

My personal ‘buddy’ in the Ascended Master Club –El Morya –and I have discussed this a lot. He and Kuthumi - who were friends who went through their self-realization around the same time in the late 1800s - both chose to stay in their body for some time after realization –something that was rather revolutionary at the time.

Yet, even El Morya tells me that what is available to us all here, staying embodied post realization, is NOTHING like what they experienced. The ascended masters are all a bit jealous of us, and that’s why many ascended masters have returned to Earth (including me, not going to hide that any more) at this amazingly special time. Yep, you chose the best lifetime for this! Good decision:)

El Morya explains to me – this happened years ago but I am just now sharing – that’s why I never was able to channel him in the traditional way. The masters before us could only get us so far, and now it is up to us to write the book on what Nova Vita looks like for ourselves, and for those who follow the paths we are carving here with each breath.

In the next say... ten years, channeled ascended masters will become nearly obsolete in this realm (though still appropriate in awakening-focused groups) and it is us who will be sharing the stories, telling the tales.

But where did this concept come from?

Close your eyes and open your heart to the Atlantean experience. Shoot back to before things got so very messed up, when you and I had a dream that one day there would be life with no death, that we would know and live with the wisdom that we were the creators of our reality – along with others who knew themselves to be God, also.

We would not simply realize it after our death and beyond the veil, but the veil would be lifted while we stayed in physical form.

There was a song we sang – the vibrational frequency of the life of a creator embodied – it went oooooo – saaaaaaaah – raaaaaaah, what St. Germain spells as USARA. And, what it meant in simple terms was Spirit embodied and so much more that cannot be put in words.

When I named my book and publication series, I was handed the title – Becoming Sar’h – pronounced Saaaaaaa- Raaaaaaa. I knew what it meant deep within the caverns of my being, but I could not tell you in words until now. A tipping point had to be reached.

If you have felt drawn to my page, to my books, or just felt curious, it is not that you came to learn something from me, it is that you came to sing oooooo – saaaaaaaah – raaaaaaah along with me. Perhaps, you came to have a gentle nudge into remembering that what you came to sovereignly create.

For those of you with the Yeshua and Mary Magdalene connection in addition to Atalntis, this concept was introduced then as well. The mythical and magical child called Sar’h – the holy grail – all the stories and interpretations of this story, which are all true because they are made so by belief – all lead up to what was truly birthed – the potential for New Life, Nova Vita, or Embodied Creation.

It matters not whether a biological child was born, if my soul was in that body or not. What matters now is that I allow myself in total JOY to be a vessel for the consciousness of New Life, of Sar’h, to flow through me, in creation of a slip stream for those choosing consciousness over automation for eons to come.

This may only make sense to a few, but for those who know, the song of New Life flows un-diluted through your embodied vessel in this very special lifetime in which the experience is beyond Love, beyond Joy, and beyond anything our human parts and pieces can even imagine.

For those who would like to energetically add their consciousness to the book on New Life in Embodied Creation, I invite you to join us on Patreon.

If that’s not your flavor, I encourage you to write your own book – etheric imprint or hard copy version – on what New Life, USARA, looks like for you.

For more information check out the BIOS page. Email questions or comments to becomingsarh@gmail.com.

In honor of you and your unique journey into realization and beyond,

Lauren, Sar’h, Morya

What we feel for you is beyond love, beyond honor and in the space with no time or location.

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Happy 2019! Cheers to New Life!

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FEBRUARY NEWSLETTER: Incinerating beLIEf systems, MY SHINGLE IS BACK up...

The Time Of The Season:
Incinerating Belief Systems

HELPING YOU HELP YOURSELF

New year, new life

U-S-A-R-A

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FEBRUARY NEWSLETTER: Incinerating beLIEf systems, MY SHINGLE IS BACK up...

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HELPING YOU HELP YOURSELF

New year, new life

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Incinerating Belief Systems