I haven't forgotten the summer of softness -- or watery winter if you're in Australia -- series.
I have simply been leaning deeply and fully into my own sharp edges, actively allowing to meld into a malleable fluidity.
I also took a break to record what I consider a ground-breaking passageway into actively allowing the nervous system to catch up with being a luminous being - all the time, without having to dim and amp up the light all the time.
I have radically changed my approach to being Life -- both personally and professionally -- in the last week alone, spending hours of silence was feeling into what it means to walk easy on the Earth and pulled up a few archived articles to bring them to attention once again.
I'll start with this gem.
Who is the one really walking on the Earth?
How can we get were we are going if we do not know WHO is walking on this Earth?
If we do not know who we are beyond the human personality characteristics.
For this question. I pulled up one of the most read articles to date -- The Case of the Mistaken I.
Deceptively simple, exploring the ever-changing and ever-dissolving boundaries of identity is not a one time thing, which ends with a self-realization experience.
In fact, self-realization is simply the beginning of this textured, multi-faceted experience, which actually creates that graceful sensual life you 'believed' was just on the other side of realization - until you knew better.
So here it is again with a few updates:
The Case of the Mistaken "I"
May this bring you softness, should you seek it.
We have been human for so long that we might have forgotten – on various occasions – that the human parts and pieces of ourselves were designed to allow us to experience on our own consciousness in a physical form.
Not to become the definers of our experiences here on Earth, but allowing us to experience our own consciousness instead. A vehicle for wisdom, rather than the driver.
The human as the observer - the witness of Consciousness - rather than the other way around as it has been for lifetimes.
It’s easy to forget when the bills pile up – when our bodies ache and cry out for attention – when a love interest fails to give us what we need – that the perceived “I” experiencing the pain, fear or rejection – well, this is the flashing reminder:
“This is not us. This is not You.”
When I look back upon the move screen of my human life, through the Atlantean mind memory and now from the I AM consciousness (both in linear time and space and beyond it), I can see how I used the word “I”.
I am in pain.
I am hurt.
I am struggling to thrive in life.
I need help.
I am choosing realization, even.
But it’s not really the true I who is in these experiences.
Now, I can look back upon various points in time and space and see so clearly human suffering was and is an illusion.
For example, walking away from a partner – and there were a few – and the pain that comes from this experience. Wrapped up in the drama of it, I found myself saying, “I am so sad; I am so hurt.”
But in going back to view the experience, I see so clearly the I AM THAT – my true or actual self – was not in any pain or suffering or sadness. This human actor on stage was not actually who I was or am. It was an illusion.
It was only that tiny piece of me – that loves to assert its dominance in the experience who was actually having those feelings of hurt, rejection, fear or pain. It feels so separate from Me.
And I can bring in the stage actor who is crying into the fold of the I AM and know I was never really that sad, but what a movie that was. The acting was so good, I actually forgot is wasn’t real.
I realized it was real until it was not. It was real until the illusion became so very clear through the single eye of awareness.
Further, I can see when others are in suffering this use of the term “I” – especially when the mind has got the best of them. The membrane (memory brain – a creation of Atlantis) covering, blurring the actuality of what has occurred.
In Eastern wisdom that would be referred to as the veil of maya, or duality, that is keeping us from seeing the story-less story. The one where there was no suffering - and even more so - no singular perceived outcome as we are now exploring in our advanced materials.
Again, an Atlantean creation, made by you and me and the others who are now saying no more…
Let’s not just lift the veil, let’s burn it so it can never be put back on by anyone else.
It’s not done for penance or atonement; it’s a step taken in self-love and radical compassion for Self, and those who will come after us to have the Earthly experience, perhaps for the very first time – in the age of the machines, no less.
I am going mad, a person might say to me.
But truly, it is not actually them going insane.
The brain has simply gone off its rocker because it knows its reign - its rule - has come to an end.
It falls into the illusion that it is dying, so it claws its way to the surface, grasping for breath, but it is not You.
Beyond the “I am going crazy” experience, I see so clearly their I AM sits calmly humming its hum-less tune waiting for the veils to lift so they too can see the human experience-er is really there to experiencing their own consciousness.
Not to be the leader in experience – the driver – the actor – but the vehicle for energy and consciousness to meet and merge as one – the New Energy.
It’s time to stop the perception of the human experience separated – a view created by the veil, or the membrane (memory brain) – to weave into the fabric of our being.
And in doing so, we realize death was but an illusion, but it felt so real when the human separate took its last breath before surrendering to the I AM consciousness, or simply knowing it was never not part of the whole, the Self.
To remember, while we might have lost the perceived independence of the human persona – also called human free will – we will never lose our humanity.
It will live on as a golden thread in the multi-colored, multi-verse of our I AM consciousness. We do not reject Earth, or nature, when allowing our humanity to weave into the fabric of our being-ness, we honor it at the most expanded level.
To weave this all together, something I have been feeling lately as magnificent beings come into their awareness, is the case of the mistaken I.
As thought from the memory brain, Atlantean mind – rather than as I AM consciousness – takes hold or grasps the steering wheel, it is easy to forget and think this suffering/ pain/ drama is actually the “I” we speak of – this human thought or stage experiencer.
But that’s not the I. It’s just a part or piece of yourself forgetting the big picture.
Also, when you are looking at how Your Energy responds to Your Consciousness, please do not forget under the haze of the veil’s amnesia – that consciousness does not respond to thought, it responds to the consciousness of the I AM.
The human part of you, the Atlantean mind part of you, may be thinking a so-called negative thought or wishing for a solution to a perceived problem, and either nothing happens or something perceived as bad happens.
That is not a reflection of your consciousness.
Your bank account, your relationships, and your health are not a direct reflection of “how much” consciousness you contain.
Consciousness cannot be measured. Being messy on the surface does not mean you are not a master. It means you are allowing your relationship with Your energy shift with the changing tides of consciousness.
Energy which flows from within – not from your Atlantean designed body – but within greater You and responds to your inimitable consciousness.
That’s not human story uniqueness – your human stories are not that unique because there’s not a whole lot of material to choose from in the local linear – but from the cannot be replicated consciousness that is the I AM THAT – Spirit Individualized. Actual uniqueness.
Energy flow bypasses the brain, the thought and the mistaken identity of I, the human who is in its last rebellion to be in charge, rather than the experiencer and the observer of the transfiguration of the I AM SELF.
There’s nothing left to do here but relax, dear human. This play is over and now we are stepping into New Life on New Earth, and we won’t have to slog through this illusion of suffering ever again – you only have to Let Go, and Let God – Spirit Individualized hum its hum-less tune.
Then we can write new stories - ones that will blow your socks off - if you let go.
This article was written in 2019 - the same year that El Morya and I recorded "The Art of Allowing"
This cloud course is all about letting go of the false I - allowing identity to crumble.
If you think you have already done this, feel into it again.
Morya calls this identity seeking and finding realization the Spiritual Facade, which we must actively allowing to integrate.
Even the "Realization last lifetime persona" is going to have to integrate into the all that is.
When it happens, you will know because it's just so.... freeing...incredible... and unfathomable how much the lie was hidden within the identity....like wow, I went so deep into that "realization" persona, I thought it was really me....
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Lauren Hutton (Sarah) writes adventure novels and short stories about the self-realization experience and beyond. She fancies herself a humanizing divinity journalist and shares her work here with the Magus Kuthumi.