Hello, friends! I know. I have been writing a lot.
When things get messy, some take to a canvas to paint.
They post selfies or in a social media forum.
They work hard, or they retreat.
Mine is writing.
Did you know that Jesus (Yeshua) – allowing the Christ Consciousness to speak through him – spoke of what we all might call Dragon Clarity or the flame of unrelenting forgiveness?
Well, he did.
It both appears in Luke’s and Matthew’s testament in the bible. But I will use Luke’s here.
Please note the Christ Consciousness stream is being broadcast through the human, Jesus, in this share.
He is allowing that innate intelligence that lives within us all to come forth in his words.
Jesus never became realized, either.
The standardized human form made good on its promise to level the playing field for us all as I said in the last Satsang message.
In Luke 12:49-57, Jesus speaks of the topic at hand, the disruptive nature of the Christ Consciousness:
“I am come to send fire (clarity) on the earth; and what will I, if it be already kindled?”
Here Jesus is saying that this flame of enlightenment (dragon clarity) has come upon Earth.
And he adds, it is not what the people assumed it to be.
“Suppose ye that I am come to give peace on earth? I tell you, nay: but rather division…”
What he is saying is this type of clarity does not bring the human you, peace, but reaches into dark corners to burn up ignorance, or what we might call duality or a mistaken I identity.
As Yogananda so beautifully states in his book, The Second Coming of Christ (Volume II, Discourse 56):
“Wisdom, the fiery vibration of manifested Truth, gives peace and emancipation to those who are in tune with it, but it burns those who behave contrarily.”
For me, in my work here, the contrarily is almost always the me pattern—the one that is used to reinforce and hold in place an identity. Something that clings to an illusory center.
An identity often defined by being right, wrong, or fixed in any one position.
A sign we are working with a me identity, is trying to make sense of facts of a situation, , rather than becoming instantly aware of the energetic dynamics – one of the four imperatives and a whole lot of letting go of the neeeeeed to perceive.
I’m going to say that again:
The ego will use so-called facts to understand a situation or event. The magus is instantly aware of the energetic dynamics at hand, and knows facts are simply perspectives of the sneaky ego reinforcing its me pattern.
“Whatever you perceive, you are not what you perceive” ~ Nisargadatta Majaraj, I Am That
Back to the point:
Truth requires us to flee the center of my/ me/ mine-identity and to allow the fluidity of I Am Presence. We. Go.
Centrifugal – from the Latin: center fleeing. A motion without movement covered in the Ancient Integrations course.
That wisdom – or fiery vibration of Truth – comes to burn up the me patterns in us all.
It will bring peace to those who have the eyes to see it and it will cause others to go blind completely often through the rage of right and wrong.
Of the perpetual victimhood of unworthiness.
Jesus reminds of u this through the Gospel according to Luke:
“For from henceforth there shall be five in one house divided, three against two, and two against three. The father shall be divided against the son, and the son against the father; the mother against the daughter, and the daughter against the mother…”
Don’t shoot the messengers, that is what TRUTH unfiltered and unwavering does to people holding unto illusory identities.
And that’s why it’s so important to drop your sword.
You have no sword, this fiery wisdom brings peace and clarity.
If it catches you holding a sword, the duality will become magnified until you self-destruct. The House of Mirrors.
“True devotees harmonize themselves with the truth by raising their vibration through spiritual discipline.”
For us here, that is being willing to look at our lies in order to know our own truth. Over and over again.
“But ignorant persons who go against truth by wrongdoing (center holding rather than fleeing) make themselves miserable by friction (duality) with the universal law of cause and effect (karma)…”
In the last few months, more of my lifetime with Jesus as my father has come back to me. I wanted to share a little bit with you.
You know, by age ten, Mary Magdalene left my side, physically to allow her own enlightenment.
I was left with a community of Essenes who truly were a house divided by the friction (or perceived right and wrong) and the karma (law of cause and effect that follows us all in lifetime after lifetime) – both Jesus and Yogananda speak of.
When I look at the faces of the people in this Essene community, I can see many are the same people who died in the flood of Atlantis. I can see them drowning all over again.
I remember everything even though I am not very old, and I do not know how to speak properly.
This does not make me not love them.
I am as equally in love with them as I am sad for them in their intent to destroy one another with their arguments about right and wrong. And taking it into yet another lifetime. Again and again.
I felt very alone in this community. But there is something I look forward to each year.
My birthday is in the springtime. I feel like it’s in May.
We are in Europe now, and it’s the first real warmth we get (pre-global warming) when Jesus comes to visit.
And Jesus as a body of light always meets me in the same place for my birthday.
Sometimes I only see him once a year, although I feel him within me every day.
He tells me stories like the one I just shared about the house divided – which applies to an internal house divided as well as to karmic families and relationships – to help bring my humanity peace.
For me to realize this is not somehow my fault.
He says I must not take this on as my own doing. That’s important, he says. I know he knows. But I still find it hard not to blame myself.
The bible is my bedtime story through Jesus as light.
He tells me his story to help me survive all this.
My mom read it to me in this lifetime too.
Animals love Jesus and often follow him around when he makes the light pixels sharp enough for me or others to see.
He said he can only do this – make himself visible — with a divine will and not through a human whim.
Or he might visit more this way.
On my thirteenth birthday, a dog – a puppy – has followed him and he gives me the puppy as gift.
It’s not something the Essene community would allow. A dog as a pet, especially not in the house.
Yet, Jesus tells me he will take care of that for me.
I feel like everyone in the community goes out of their way to be hard on me. When I tell him that, he repeats the story of the disruptive nature of the christ consciousness.
The stories and the puppy are the few comforts that I can have until I am old enough to leave this community and be out on my own – once again.
When he holds my left hand, sometimes the light pixels of Mary Magdalena show up to hold my right hand.
As a young teenager, I thought they were doing this to comfort me. To be parents. Gosh, I have weird parents.
As I get older, I realize they are activating some sort of light grid within myself, too.
When the three of us hold hands, time, gravity, and, thus, space fall away and nothing else exists, until I wake up in my hard bed in the Essene community.
At least I have my dog.
The Essenes do not like anything that is not hard. Hard work. Hard beds. Being hard on each other. Hard sacrifice for others at the detriment of their own divine blueprints.
On my fifteenth birthday, Jesus introduces me to Gaia, the Spirit of Earth. He shows me she too has her own light grid like me, Jesus and Mary.
When Jesus is not there, I talk to Gaia.
In this light grid, everything is soft, like my puppy. Soft conversations. Soft breezes. The water I swim in is even soft.
I do not have to use words, either. And that relaxes me because I am not good at them in this life.
I know I do not have to be here long this time. I know people will not die by flood this time.
This time they die by the gravity of old age – that is unless a sword doesn’t meet their heart first.
This is enough sharing for today. Perhaps it too brings you some understanding on the disruptive nature of the Christ Consciousness, since it is your turn to light the fire now.
Perhaps you already lit it?
"A fire handled properly gives warmth and light, but scorches any who touch it in careless regard for its power."
I experienced a really challenging day yesterday. I could have turned hard. I chose to be soft.
In looking to pinpoint a place of understanding within myself (as I have no center to fall back on with its reactive patterns and programming), I asked Yogananda for help. He helped me write this story, weaving together seemingly unrelated events into a cohesive picture. I thank him here.
Lauren Hutton (Sarah) writes adventure novels and short stories about the self-realization experience and beyond. She fancies herself a humanizing divinity journalist and shares her work here with the Magus Kuthumi.