Hello, friends! I know. I have been writing a lot.
When things get messy, some take to a canvas to paint. They post selfies or in a social media forum. They work hard, or they retreat. Doesn’t matter. Mine is writing. Did you know that Jesus (Yeshua) – allowing the Christ Consciousness to speak through him – spoke of what we all might call Dragon Clarity or the flame of unrelenting forgiveness? Well, he did. It both appears in Luke’s and Matthew’s testament in the bible. But I will use Luke’s here. Please note the Christ Consciousness stream is being broadcast through the human, Jesus, in this share. He is allowing that innate intelligence that lives within us all to come forth in his words. Jesus never became realized, either. The standardized human form made good on its promise to level the playing field for us all as I said in the last Satsang message. In Luke 12:49-57, Jesus speaks of the topic at hand, the disruptive nature of the Christ Consciousness: “I am come to send fire (clarity) on the earth; and what will I, if it be already kindled?” Here Jesus is saying that this flame of enlightenment (dragon clarity) has come upon Earth. And he adds, it is not what the people assumed it to be. “Suppose ye that I am come to give peace on earth? I tell you, nay: but rather division…” What he is saying is this type of clarity does not bring the human you, peace, but reaches into dark corners to burn up ignorance, or what we might call duality or a mistaken I identity. As Yogananda so beautifully states in his book, The Second Coming of Christ (Volume II, Discourse 56): “Wisdom, the fiery vibration of manifested Truth, gives peace and emancipation to those who are in tune with it, but it burns those who behave contrarily.” For me, in my work here, the contrarily is almost always the me pattern—the one that is used to reinforce and hold in place an identity. Something that clings to an illusory center. An identity often defined by being right, wrong, or fixed in any one position. A sign we are working with a me identity, is trying to make sense of facts of a situation, , rather than becoming instantly aware of the energetic dynamics – one of the four imperatives and a whole lot of letting go of the neeeeeed to perceive. I’m going to say that again: The ego will use so-called facts to understand a situation or event. The magus is instantly aware of the energetic dynamics at hand, and knows facts are simply perspectives of the sneaky ego reinforcing its me pattern. “Whatever you perceive, you are not what you perceive” ~ Nisargadatta Majaraj, I Am That Back to the point: Truth requires us to flee the center of my/ me/ mine-identity and to allow the fluidity of I Am Presence. We. Go. Centrifugal – from the Latin: center fleeing. A motion without movement covered in the Ancient Integrations course. That wisdom – or fiery vibration of Truth – comes to burn up the me patterns in us all. It will bring peace to those who have the eyes to see it and it will cause others to go blind completely often through the rage of right and wrong. Of the perpetual victimhood of unworthiness. Jesus reminds of u this through the Gospel according to Luke: “For from henceforth there shall be five in one house divided, three against two, and two against three. The father shall be divided against the son, and the son against the father; the mother against the daughter, and the daughter against the mother…” Don’t shoot the messengers, that is what TRUTH unfiltered and unwavering does to people holding unto illusory identities. And that’s why it’s so important to drop your sword. You have no sword, this fiery wisdom brings peace and clarity. If it catches you holding a sword, the duality will become magnified until you self-destruct. The House of Mirrors. Yogananda adds: “True devotees harmonize themselves with the truth by raising their vibration through spiritual discipline.” For us here, that is being willing to look at our lies in order to know our own truth. Over and over again. Yogananda concludes: “But ignorant persons who go against truth by wrongdoing (center holding rather than fleeing) make themselves miserable by friction (duality) with the universal law of cause and effect (karma)…” In the last few months, more of my lifetime with Jesus as my father has come back to me. I wanted to share a little bit with you. You know, by age ten, Mary Magdalene left my side, physically to allow her own enlightenment. I was left with a community of Essenes who truly were a house divided by the friction (or perceived right and wrong) and the karma (law of cause and effect that follows us all in lifetime after lifetime) – both Jesus and Yogananda speak of. When I look at the faces of the people in this Essene community, I can see many are the same people who died in the flood of Atlantis. I can see them drowning all over again. I remember everything even though I am not very old, and I do not know how to speak properly. This does not make me not love them. I am as equally in love with them as I am sad for them in their intent to destroy one another with their arguments about right and wrong. And taking it into yet another lifetime. Again and again. I felt very alone in this community. But there is something I look forward to each year. My birthday is in the springtime. I feel like it’s in May. We are in Europe now, and it’s the first real warmth we get (pre-global warming) when Jesus comes to visit. And Jesus as a body of light always meets me in the same place for my birthday. Sometimes I only see him once a year, although I feel him within me every day. He tells me stories like the one I just shared about the house divided – which applies to an internal house divided as well as to karmic families and relationships – to help bring my humanity peace. For me to realize this is not somehow my fault. He says I must not take this on as my own doing. That’s important, he says. I know he knows. But I still find it hard not to blame myself. The bible is my bedtime story through Jesus as light. He tells me his story to help me survive all this. My mom read it to me in this lifetime too. Animals love Jesus and often follow him around when he makes the light pixels sharp enough for me or others to see. He said he can only do this – make himself visible — with a divine will and not through a human whim. Or he might visit more this way. On my thirteenth birthday, a dog – a puppy – has followed him and he gives me the puppy as gift. It’s not something the Essene community would allow. A dog as a pet, especially not in the house. Yet, Jesus tells me he will take care of that for me. I feel like everyone in the community goes out of their way to be hard on me. When I tell him that, he repeats the story of the disruptive nature of the christ consciousness. The stories and the puppy are the few comforts that I can have until I am old enough to leave this community and be out on my own – once again. When he holds my left hand, sometimes the light pixels of Mary Magdalena show up to hold my right hand. As a young teenager, I thought they were doing this to comfort me. To be parents. Gosh, I have weird parents. As I get older, I realize they are activating some sort of light grid within myself, too. When the three of us hold hands, time, gravity, and, thus, space fall away and nothing else exists, until I wake up in my hard bed in the Essene community. At least I have my dog. The Essenes do not like anything that is not hard. Hard work. Hard beds. Being hard on each other. Hard sacrifice for others at the detriment of their own divine blueprints. On my fifteenth birthday, Jesus introduces me to Gaia, the Spirit of Earth. He shows me she too has her own light grid like me, Jesus and Mary. When Jesus is not there, I talk to Gaia. In this light grid, everything is soft, like my puppy. Soft conversations. Soft breezes. The water I swim in is even soft. I do not have to use words, either. And that relaxes me because I am not good at them in this life. I know I do not have to be here long this time. I know people will not die by flood this time. This time they die by the gravity of old age – that is unless a sword doesn’t meet their heart first. This is enough sharing for today. Perhaps it too brings you some understanding on the disruptive nature of the Christ Consciousness, since it is your turn to light the fire now. Perhaps you already lit it? "A fire handled properly gives warmth and light, but scorches any who touch it in careless regard for its power." ~Yogananda I experienced a really challenging day yesterday. I could have turned hard. I chose to be soft. In looking to pinpoint a place of understanding within myself (as I have no center to fall back on with its reactive patterns and programming), I asked Yogananda for help. He helped me write this story, weaving together seemingly unrelated events into a cohesive picture. I thank him here.
21 Comments
Jen
5/17/2022 03:28:47 pm
💛🦶🌸
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Lauren
5/18/2022 07:00:18 am
Thank you, Jen.
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Patricia of Cornwall
5/17/2022 03:41:08 pm
Thank you. Layers of meaning for me depth and substance far beyond the words.
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Lauren
5/18/2022 06:59:50 am
Thank you, Patricia of Cornwall:)
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Christine
5/17/2022 04:21:21 pm
Thank you for choosing to be soft. 🦋
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Lauren
5/18/2022 06:58:57 am
"The real courage is keeping the corners of your consciousness soft in a world full of sharp edges." I wrote that a while back and finding new ways to express it. Thank you.
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Tiziana
5/18/2022 12:31:36 am
I can feel this softness in everything when you talk about it ❤️ thank you so much
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Lauren
5/18/2022 06:59:20 am
Thank YOU
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Ali
5/18/2022 05:49:10 am
I had an awareness that came to me yesterday-- before I read this. Here are my notes-- It just came to me that all my energy wants to serve me (consciousness) and when I think it's hurting me, that's creating a battle. Both me I AM) and my energy want to cry and feel bad. That's where allowing comes in. It's about allowing the battle to be done.
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Lauren
5/18/2022 06:57:23 am
Yes this is so much: "A house divided cannot stand" - if we are divided against anything (against body/ against family/ whatever), the fiery wisdom will now allow it to stand.
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5/18/2022 08:37:43 am
Well as I have a pertinent interest in Christs Consciousness I think I will let you know that it is unattainable and is just new age nonsense from 'awakened beings' who feel that being one of 7.9 billion humans on planet earth living a nonsensical life as just another entity with no meaning or reason so pretend to be something they are not and it has to be ego sized grand. I quote from 'the Vedas' secrets of the east; "All of us are individuals. There is no question of merging together. Every one of us is an individual. God is an individual, and we are also individuals". Nitya nityanam cetanas cetananam (Katha Upanisad 2. 2. 13.) "Of all the eternal, conscious, individual persons, one is supreme." God is always supreme and you cannot ever join individual consciousness with Universal consciousness or God". Perhaps you are confused with the Hermetica and "All is mind". As in God's mind yet if true you are an individual in a far greater mind of God and there are 7.9 billion of them on Earth, all individuals. Nothing is coincidence? Oh yes well do not forget the Law of Free Will, there is no interference in the humans life not by God or any other entity, unless you invite them in. I read Luke 12. 49-59 and as I suspected there is no mention of Christ Consciousness as Jesus is GOD.
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Sarah
5/18/2022 08:51:17 am
The human can never be realized and the Infinite Mystery of the I Am contains this beautiful push and pull dance between human free will and divine will.
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5/18/2022 10:42:41 am
Hi Sarah,
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Simone
5/18/2022 01:40:03 pm
Thank you for being the softness. I can feel the courage it needs and the humility.
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Lauren
5/19/2022 06:18:01 am
Thank you for being here.
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Keiko
5/19/2022 06:12:03 am
What a deep and rich article. Thank you for sharing.
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Lauren
5/19/2022 06:18:54 am
You write so well, Keiko. Thank you.
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Marcelina
8/13/2023 01:59:37 pm
This is amazing share, I felt into how I fall into the me pattern, how I judge and choose who is right and who is wrong, how it burns to be this way yet I fall back into it over and I've again, it feels right and wrong at the same time and I wish I had more will to simply be open to all that is and to exist in this plane without such despair. It is exhausting and I keep going in for more, to what extent will I be in for this fighht? When will I finally allow Christ consciousness to show the way of softenrss to be soft and open and honest....why does it seem so out of reach..hmm...the ego has made me believe so, I've been watching your work for some time now and I keep believing that what you feel and be I cannot, that I must earn my way to this so called heaven or rather that I will never "get there"....thank you again for everything you share its a constant reminder to allow and allow and allow 🌹
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Sarah
8/14/2023 06:58:51 am
Marcelina - It's nice to hear from you. It's only the identity that can pick up its sword, judge, and be well...an identity. It's simple but it is not always easy!
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Marie-Louise
6/1/2024 03:46:34 pm
Now I understand what has been happening to me!
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Sarah
6/1/2024 04:19:41 pm
Marie-Louise, it is so nice to hear from you. Thank you so much for your note and more so, being here on Earth choosing the Christ Consciousness.
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