Happy holidays to you, friends!
On the patreon page we are talking about the creation of new neurons as consciousness moves through the central nervous system – the spine and up to the brain allowing cognition to meet consciousness. Over here on our general website, I want to talk to you about conflict or the lack thereof when you reach embodiment. Truly, the two go hand in hand. As the neural network moves beyond pattern and conditioning, conflict can no longer exist, for you have moved too far beyond duality. Here’s a personal story. Today's short story is about conflict and the lack thereof in the embodied being experience. This morning's island entertainment was my neighbor kicking a boyfriend out of her house. "No one is going to live here for free! Go! Get!" The yelling went on and on. Man, we've all been there at some point, right? Moving from the singular human experience to the spiritual one, in somewhat of a plot twist, conflicts grow deeper because what's at stake is something of soul nature rather than a surface-level lifetime. You become sensitive to energy dynamics and what's occurring - in deep shifts within yourself - not only mirror but amplify in the space of spiritual company. You act out old lifetime stories as the wheel of karma spins you round and round and round. I can feel it - oh and I did it in the past, especially in my time in Colorado - so many people putting up the boundaries - my favorite - the Facebook block! Ha! Really?! The talk is boundaries, boundaries, boundaries. Cutting ties. Severing cords and on and on and on. None of that actually works. And man did I try it... Instead, conflicts dissolve when you step into your new reality as an embodied being, should you choose it. These spiritual group and spiritual relationship conflicts are really no different than the lady in her pajamas yelling at her freeloading boyfriend to get the eff out of her house. Here's the deal - whatever conflict you have going on inside of you is attracting the perfect person to play out the internal conflict externally or in your perception of your physical reality space. You block or boundary one person and another will show up pretty quick to mirror that conflict until its resolved. It really has nothing to do with the person or even karma at some point -- because it is all about YOU and your relationship with energy. You can end up with a long list of blocks and walls and walls of boundaries, but it doesn't solve anything. You can cut cords and more cords - yet until the state of no separation sets in - wherever you feel you lack or are cut off from parts of yourself - no boundary is going to make you whole. You have to allow yourself to become whole. That cannot be based on another person. Not at this stage in the game. It's all You. Alternatively, you can clear what's inside yourself, changing your relationship with energy, which is what we are going through on the patreon page. It’s the dissolution of beliefs about separation with pure awareness. Realizing the internal and external match. There was actually no boundary between the two. Another illusion of duality. Realization is a mirror-free state of being. Embodied realization is not only beyond mirrors, but beyond the experience of an external reality. (BON) Recently, something opened up for me - in this stepping into not just being-ness but embodying it - around this wall between internal and external dissolving. I had a friend who played a role for me recently (thank you). I woke up one morning and realized she blocked me on facebook (someone had to tell me because I can't feel such things anymore) and was trying to share/ convince/ not real sure who cares it’s not about me/ hurt me in some way. Before I had two tools: reach for my 'defend and clarify my position' voice OR think out how to approach it and smooth it over. I realized in that moment, there was no "me" to reach for anything. I had no tools to reach for. I had no hand to reach for said tools. The amount of energy to drop myself into her reality screen was too big an expense. I actually tried for a split second because I really like this friend, but found I simply could not. I attempted to explore being mad or sad or something that humans are supposed to feel. I tried to locate those emotions to no avail for that's what was familiar. I explored cutting off my energy to her but instead of creating a boundary, I found instead I create a larger opening for my love to flow through. Instead of building a wall, I dug a trench to make the opening bigger. I cannot stress enough - this was not a thought process that happened in the brain processing center. I had no adrenaline shooting through my body, which is what happens when conflict arises - physical or emotional. These explorations only occurred in pure observational awareness. The place of the witness, with no participant. It was something that was a weaving of energetic sensations through this vessel of being-ness I inhabit now. All this exploration laid out in a somewhat linear form here - for the sake of story - actually happened in a simultaneous split second within the voided self. And in this split second, I realized, none of these old ways were available to me. Even if I wanted them to be. There wasn't even a temptation to use this experience to move energy, which is why people love conflict even though they say they hate it. I could only feel love. I can't not love someone. It is literally impossible not to love AND even more surprising, I realized I loved this dear friend even more for showing me this internal change took place. When I feel into her presence I feel only love back. It is quite curious. Because people inform me she is really mad, but I can't feel that and I attempted to do so because that's what she wants me to do. I know this writing fails to capture what I want to say, but I'm going for it anyway. When the internal conflict dissolves completely, in the state of no separation, it is replaced by something that is indefinable. Love is not the right word - it's far too grand for that - but will have to suffice. Peace? Deep, deep peace. The wordless... If you ARE interested in a dramatic story, the greatest act occurring today is witnessing Ollie dig up a bone in an undisclosed location to move it into another secret spot. I had to hide behind the bird of paradise, so he didn't know I was spying on him. He would never let me know where this magical bone is hidden. Some secrets are too sacred to share. Ha! (It's in the bamboo - shhh!) Happy holidays and an invitation for them to be as peaceful as they are in our island tree house and wherever we may roam. Or if you're going for the conflict, go all in. Go in full awareness mode, and really watch why you're choosing it. It will become your greatest teacher. With love and a hug that out stretches to the new year -- ~ Sar'h and the Professor
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Hello, friends. Driving home from a movie theater yesterday, I was brought to tears. Not tears that come from thoughts and emotions, from pain or suffering, from someone having done something to me or me having done something to some one else - what a racket those old stories were. No, it was the tears that come from a moment when a sensation moves through the entirety of your body of consciousness. That sensation was gratitude. It came from the sense - the knowingness - it is a real honor to be embodied on this Earth in this magical time and space, something many people embarking on the self-realization journey tend to forget when things get bumpy. The sensation of humble privilege and deep honor and total respect flowed through my being-ness - amazed at the experience of an embodied being on Earth - human and divine combined. To know myself as God, also. To truly know God, and truly understand the nature of divinity while remaining in physical form. To live as a human, having moved beyond the wheel of suffering and identity (same thing). Something Yeshua was here to remind us of after the fall of Atlantis, and something we tend to remember during the holiday season. I once read "If the only prayer you ever say in your life is thank you, it will be enough," a quote attributed to Meister Eckhart. It has not been until my full bloom into embodiment that I truly understood it. Thank. You. The words spoken aloud are transmutative in ways un-perceivable to the human mind. On that note, below I share a translated message from Ascended Master El Morya on what holds people back from their realization. It's rare that I do this, but it is so appropriate this holiday season, for we are all the second coming of Christ. The ones embodying the christ consciousness here on Earth in a time of radical change. Also, for those interested, in the Patron page we are deep diving into transmuting old belief systems, or belief boulders that stand in the way of becoming a free energy being, such as the belief that there is an outside energy or a separate energy from you, that one type of energy is better than another (high or low frequency), that energy is a force, and so more. I am anxiously awaiting a time when I can introduce a few concepts - new language - from the Oriental, or Eastern, view of self-realization from myself and other masters of the Far East. We have so much to share I feel I might burst, but there's just not the audience yet in the more public of the domains I share in. All of the belief systems must turn to ash before we can dive into those concepts. I sit on my hands patiently. Speaking of which, if you have moved firmly into the multiple perspective reality and beyond belief boulders in regard to the relationship between consciousness an energy, in January I will be offering a three-part cloud class taught by myself and a few Eastern masters on living in a free energy body - how the biology adapts as a facet rather than an aspect -- what is approached when stepping into New Life, USARA. This is where my deepest passion lies. If you do not read further than this, thank you, from all of us here. This space has made a quantum leap in conscious awareness in 2019. That's not all me, you too are making the conscious leaps into freedom as well. As I play in my I AM presence and you play in yours, what we create through our conversations, spoken and silent, is something that cannot be fathomed by the mind, only in the depths of being-ness. So when you come to play, the potential and possibilities created for people choosing consciousness over automation are endless. It is felt and appreciated. THANK. YOU. With love -- Sar'h A Conversation with Morya: |
AuthorLauren Hutton (Sarah) writes adventure novels, how to books, and short stories about embodying the Christ Consciousness on Earth. Archives
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